Abianoch

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i feel drained, i want to end this

Category: Life

it's been almost 3 months that i have insomnia, to be honest i'm feeling really tired. i tried to hide it from my parents but turned out they caught me still being awake at midnight, they start getting worried about me but of course they always blaming all of this because the phone. i always struggle to sleep at night, i've been already drinking less coffee and nothing is working. is it because i ... » Continue Reading

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we need to get rid of this stupid mindset

Category: News and Politics

i don’t get  why some people especially women online lately (and maybe some women irl) blame everything on men.  maybe it’s because a lot of guys have done really messed up things. maybe they have a reason to be cautious, or even angry. » Continue Reading

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to be at peace is to be free

Category: Life

i think peace isn’t about escaping the noise. it’s more about learning to exist with it. like, the kind of peace where you’re not chasing anything. where you’re just being. not controlled, not watched. not trying to impress. just… you. when i’m alone, the air feels different. time folds in on itself. i can breathe without adjusting myself to someone else’s rhythm. it's in those moments i realize..... » Continue Reading

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nothing lasts, so why chase it?

Category: Life

hey there, here i jst want to share abt something that always coming up in my mind. why do people seek temporary pleasure?? people chase love, happiness, excitement, basically everything, just to feel something for a moment? that's kinda weird. but i'm more talking about people who date just to feel something, who do drugs, who smoke, who buy stuff they don’t even need. i jst don’t get it. why do ... » Continue Reading

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does anyone actually care, or are we all just pretending?

Category: Life

hey there, i feel kinda curious.. does anyone actually care, or are we all just pretending? like, i've never really felt like someone genuinely cared about me. and if i'm being honest, i don't think i've ever truly cared about someone either. not in the way people talk about it. it's like.. all i can do is just go through the motions, act like i care, say the right things, but deep down it's nothi... » Continue Reading

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love has completely lost its meaning

Category: Romance and Relationships

there’s no such thing as love in this generation? why??  hey there, i wanna talk abt something that’s been on my mind. every time i check the internet, my fyp is filled with videos of goodlooking guys and girls. and when i look at the comments, it’s always people saying the wildest, most inappropriate things.. like straight up nasty stuff, yk? and » Continue Reading

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why do i always end up having an urge to end my friendship w someone?

Category: Friends

i feel like i have a problem. when i have a friendship, why do i always end up feeling the urge to end it? i mean, i enjoy spending time with my friends, but at some point, there’s this unexplainable feeling. like i just need to end it. and the urge gets stronger day by day. or is it just me?? do i want to end it because i start seeing their bad side? idk. but it’s kinda weird that some » Continue Reading

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have u ever felt like this? and is it wrong that i feel this way?

Category: Life

hi there. i just became a 7th grader recently... no, not really recent. i became a 7th grader about a year ago.. or was it 6 months ago? i’m gonna be an 8th grader soon. it won’t be long now. and here, i just want to share things that have been on my mind for a very long time. i’ve been really struggling with them. a kid? a teenager? idk... someone like me should be enjoying their teenage years, r... » Continue Reading

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