"marking time, waiting for death."
GenX, Third-worlder. Stressed, depressed, and poorly dressed.
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I have the shitty doujin I made aeons ago uploaded to several fanzine sites, two of them permanent, so my work will exist there forever. I have my name engraved at the top a plaque in memory of my class in my former highschool, and it will be seen by everyone, everyday. But the doujin was low effort, and to be quite fucking honest, a piece of shi » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
It's Staring At A Blank Page time again, most commonly known as NaNoWriMo. I've made it back in '16, where I crafted a cliche filled thriller, so I'll try Urban Fantasy this year. » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
Ain't it great how bland, sterilized and safe internet is becoming? Soon the dark times where the web was the Wild West, with its trolls, horrifying HTML self-made sites, poorly drawn pornography, and flash portals will be but a fever dream. Gone are the days of Numa Numa, Something Awful and even Rage Comics, when the Internet Culture shaped the campaigns of companies: instead it is the other way... » Continue Reading
Category: News and Politics
First things first: I didn't vote for him. Or for the other candidate. Mostly because it was something out of Gozer The Gozerian's book: "Choose the form of your destroyer". But let's get to the point. Our brand-new president is a social network construct. His party is only two years old, but via social engineering, he has ascended in five years from "literally who" to celebrity status and won the... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I've started an astonishing number of projects that I never finished. I will list them in the order that I remember them, and maybe some day I'll make blog entries on each of them -and why they failed. MM, 3-part fanzine of which I only made two issues. CRYOGENICS, a joint effort fanzine I was supposed to edit. TESTAMENT, a webcomic about a » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
My chest hurts. My heart hurts. My stomach is on fire. Fear consumes me and it will not stop. It's a panic attack, but it's tinted with despair, and the sense of being trapped as a rat. The money, the isolation, the loss of everything I used to be and the iron-clad fact that nothing of what it was will ever be again, the certitude that nothing will ever be as I dreamed of and the uncertainty o... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Sorry for not posting lately, true believers, but I've had a hell of a week. From my cat having a stillborn litter, to a relative dying after a painful stay at an hospital, including several very busy days and scraping the bottom of the barrel for some dimes, and falling in debt with several people, this week has had it all to wreck my brittle sanity. The lousy weather, earthquakes and depressi » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've used my condition as an excuse for not having achieved anything this far, but I've failed to explain it properly, maybe because it hasn't been explained properly to me. My shrink's literal words were "what do you need a diagnosis for"?. Not so literally, and regarding my treatment, they were "Chug the pills, get a job, and take a hike outta my office, you filthy pu » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I have a complete multimedia project in my head, and it pains me to no end knowing there's not many chances that I couls ever finish it. I mean, it would take around ten years, working eight hours a day on it. In my current situation, I don't have that kind of time. However, it's a collection of stories happening on an island, starting with the story of two star-crossed lovers and ending with the ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
The year was... it doesn't matter. I was young, proud, and my autism hadn't driven me off the deep end. I started getting more friends, more popularity, and became sexually desired because of the barely perceivable gains I got on the gym. I made a name for myself with a crappy fanzine that » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
My dreams, however changing they are, always take place in the contemporary age. And there are many locations that I recognize from dream to dream. >The School It's that, a school. Only the hallways are endless, the toilets are the size of an apartment, there are a lot of levels connected by catwalks and huge pipes, and a fuckton of stairs. The walls are invariably peach-colored. >The Hotel A hote... » Continue Reading
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