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this was a hard one to write i cried a lot thank u for reading. truth n reconciliation day is over now. day after my coworker dm me to ask what smudging means. i know that she doesnt mean to be rude but ive seen the amount of communication they get telling them not to ask coworkers for education AND she had ignored me earlier and cuts me out of conversations sometimes. so u honestly dont even care... » Continue Reading
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late night post. from bed. crying. when is it gonna work. will i feel ok. can things feel right. am i stuck like this or did i just trap myself here without knowing. i look around and wonder what im doing here. i broke so many cycles but il never be able to stop the cycle in myself. thats why i take lithium and all it can do is make me less severe. i say im good im good im good and really i just... » Continue Reading
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sick AGAIN. i hate getting sick i hate being sick. i feel a bit better right now so hopefully that continues but i have that weird feeling in my head where im falling and falling. i didnt take my propanalol td bc i didnt want to make that worse and fall over lol. sad bc i had to cancel plans i was excited for but its ok i need to sleep. going back to sleep soon. i really need it lol. dreams were c... » Continue Reading
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im super depressed rn and i dont even think im gaining weight but i feel like i am bc im just eating shit n drinking often so im perpetually bloated. its ok tho i started working at the ministry so i am a gov drone now!!! its against my morals but i can be better if i get promised hours on a set schedule w benefits, time off and a laid back attitude. its nice so far i fit in really well and everyo... » Continue Reading
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BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY i had a lot of fun w my friends and had such a good day. im shocked at who didnt tell me a happy birthday but i also expected it. im taking today as part of my extended bday celebration and playing games drinking beer n ignoring the dishes and laundry. tmw i start prep for my month away that i sorta just learned about but im excited for. i have ppl who live w me to watch my cat... » Continue Reading
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im having the worst fucking episode. i woke up w no one on my mind. maybe feeling regret but i always am and always will be so nothing weird. im not 100% sure what happened but i wanted to be alone and i felt like shit and angry and sad and volatile and i want to scream and cry and rip my skin off my face and punch the wall. i have no memory today like at all and today but overall. did i hurt myse... » Continue Reading
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i am so different now. i am so much better and i have crazy allergies for some fucking reason. listening to every fall out boy song in order tonight and thinking abt myself and who i am and who i love and how i love and how sexy i am. (a lot). i have a constant voice in my head repeating nothing but "i love u". i have abt 10 different trains of thought but the rest of them say bad things or sad t... » Continue Reading
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been rough lately. kinda not taking my ritalin at all n im meant to take 3 a day n ive taken one in two weeks. im so unproductive its stupid. i think this weekend i wanna get some stuff cleaned up bc apparently i have an inspection next week kms. after hearing nothing n feeling so badly abt this shit w cam she messages me td to ask if i heard her in the elevator n just says ah ok when i didnt. i d... » Continue Reading
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MY BUTTERMILK EXPIRES TMW!!! and i haven't even opened it.... bannock buffet coming up i GRADUATED!!!! literally!!!!!!!!! they r doing verification and then il get mailed my diploma!! now i have 2!!! i cant believe i did it and i did it so well im soooo proud ive been crying a LOT recently and i was worried n felt llike i was more reactive. but this is who ive been and i was just so out of it i c... » Continue Reading
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having one of those nights downed a whole bottle of wine and i cant even get drunk. im trying to think less. being a girl means feeling this way. hoping u get caught hoping its ok. idk?!!!! girl i am gay no shock but what thats mean?!?!? anyways » Continue Reading
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MOBILE BLOG POST!!!! its only 00:46 so is it really the 18th..... anyway im on sick leave from work. hr called me finally and asked me about it and when i told them the kind of accommodations i need they said they cant do them. basically they can offer me extra bathroom breaks and nothing more. i do not require that and didnt ask for it!! i was so reasonable and she just asked me if i wantsd a rec... » Continue Reading
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things still suck the guy i talked abt took it weird that i needed some alone time and even tho i assured him i was just upset and having a hard time he still wanted more reassurance, we werent exclusive or together and i wanted a weekend alone.... reasonable... but he basically responded w "let me know when or if u ever want to see me again. i dont even want to reply to that bc i cant be nice abo... » Continue Reading
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