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first post of the year!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im settling back into routine and not hating the holidays so much. going out or even just cooking for the month surrounding nye is so hard so i just fight for my life everyday. i was bored n had extra cash and decided to break my no dating app rule and go onto bumble passport and try to find my friends (i failed... too many ppl) and started just going random pl... » Continue Reading
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having a crush used to make me feel like i was dying it feels good now. im letting myself play games w ppl again. i switched the connection in my brain that allows me to enjoy again. im not even up im a bit down but i still wanted to talk to ppl i hardly know and do things w them. im so stressed rn bc everything but being near others helps me » Continue Reading
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calm. happy. loved. i am normal and had someone really bad on me. im ok. im gonna try to practice some more ojibwe today. its really hard bc limited resources and its really hard mentally to even think abt it. i wish things were different. i sat down to eat a classic rez breakfast and just realized i miss knowing who i am and having myself. i even looked and im drinking out of my mug from an ojib... » Continue Reading
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i feel so fucking insane!!!!!!!!!! all the time!!!! i cant do anything good for myself and i feel like im killing myself just waking up in the morning/ the worst is im not even off it and im already sinking down in my bipolar puddle and spending much less time in the middle. i just had my worst manic episode in yrs and it wasnt even close to how i used to act or the person i used to be but i have... » Continue Reading
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ate some expired yogurt today but decided not to finish it. i think i made the right choice bc i feel healthy but not sick. i could be sick later i guess but i dont think anything bad will come from it. i got some xmas gifts td. for my mom and brother and a portion of one of my cousins gifts. i think im getting gifts for my mom brother n cousins but everyone else i will get some alcohol. it is eas... » Continue Reading
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goodmorning. after abt 200 hrs i beat bg3 today. i couldve had a way happier ending but i think it was overall really good. i love this game i already made a new character. tiefling warlock and decided to do a virtue name so i called her Normal. which is what i think she wants to be. im still identifying what the playthrough is but i threw a few mods in so i can play with everyone in my party at o... » Continue Reading
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i love u!!!!!!!!! u probably not reading this. i dont think anyone is. life is good its really good. i eat what i want and i do what i want and i go out whenever i want and i built some of my goal habits. i wash my face twice a day even if im hammered or tired or sleep in or the water goes out. i do it no matter what. i take my meds on time and i drink water. i do it even when its hard or when i d... » Continue Reading
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i fixed the computer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it feels good. i set it up on linux and its running rly well and honestly as fast as my pc. this laptop is old enough that it had windows xp on it when i found it. its better to have a separate machine i can use on the couch and have fun with. ive just finished setup and customization so now im just using it. i am sad a ... » Continue Reading
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i try so hard to be happy. i have a loving boyfriend who i love and who loves me and makes me so happy and i let him stay in this apartment we can share with the pets who love us and bring us happiness. puppy is literally flying around like those videos of monkeys in a bathroom. im stressed so badly. a big part comes from how im treated by everyone, which sounds so silly and self obsessed. i dont ... » Continue Reading
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FIRST PST OF THE YEAR AAAA i have a sweet boyfriend now and he is staying w me and we have a cute setup we r both decorating our halves. im so happy. we both choose each other and we try to help each other and make each other happy. like when we went on a trip i made an effort to find things to inspire him and when im tired he will take over things i normally want to do like make dinner and he ti... » Continue Reading
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mostly writing to say work is doing good. i signed the lease on an apartment i was going for. ive been picking out furniture and styles for each room and trying to have fun w it. i am really stressed bc everything is able to be taken away for forever so i can never feel secure in anything. im really trying to feel differently and allow myself to enjoy it but its so difficult and it feels so scary... » Continue Reading
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hiii today was my first day at work!! i think it went rly well and i bought a gloomy bear lanyard for my name tag!! i also got a gloomy waterbottle and a death note kira shirt! there was one weird moment where someone asked how old i was n when i answered (im older) i made a joke at life does get better when u get older, harmless n it shouldnt have started a conversation w the way i said it. it w... » Continue Reading
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