im writing todays blog post 1 hr after waking up but i wanted to write rn so i will not deny myself anything and write. i got a snake this week!!! hes a baby baby pastel gbi ball python and i have named him thomas. hes got such good manners hes so polite and even tho hes nervous he obviously trusts me not to hurt him and allows me to hold him and move him!!! hes so sweet il post pics at the bottom... » Continue Reading
today was pretty normal i guess. i looked dead in a pretty way that i think il start working w permanently for now! i felt fine all day just kinda moving and having fun chatting w everyone i found out when i got home that someone else was promoted for the position i was promised 3 promotions ago and have never even been able to apply for or be rejected from bc i find out after its announced. i don... » Continue Reading
i have complained way too much over someone who never meant much to me i need to APOLOGIZE i just wanted to complain tbh. my fav part of dating around meeting ppl is truly complaining. bc!!! when i complain i hear my thoughts out loud and i can rly get to the root of whats upsetting me. i rly want to know what i want and i need to have those fulfilled. my ability to be treated wrongly is so so ove... » Continue Reading
i know that im technically late but i really wanted to post something even short as this probably will be. basically the guy i was writing abt continued to double down w his not listening and trying to reassure me on things i dont need reassurance on. if i want it on anything it will be that i am genuinely liked as a person and not just a shell. he said we should do something special but then sug... » Continue Reading
excited nd bummed today!!! going to complain. today is the day of my first dnd game in 4 years im so excited. im playing a changeling monk (mercy) and shes perfect to me. she was revived by another mercy monk after her n her fam were killed for not supporting the goverment. we r playing witchlight so she lost her ability to feel anything other than physical damage. pretty fun!!! im in a bit of a b... » Continue Reading
hiii how was ur daay?:)))) ive been getting a bit sick lately but today i felt ok!! i had someone come visit me for the first time and i think it went really well!!! he brought some of my fav snacks and we hung out in my room for a bit. i let him meet barbie and she really liked him they got along well. he really likes cats and wants his own which is a green flag imo cats dont like just anyone. we... » Continue Reading
i have literally been working everyday for 12 or 13 hours so i have had no time to post at all ive been dying. we kept getting undersold abt what we would be doing so even tho i had good benefits i still felt totally taken advantage of and on labour day the district manager did a full trick on us entirely and then was mad we arent happy and took it out on us. literally being rude as if the work co... » Continue Reading
hiii guys ive been working at spirit for over a month now and i was the only non manager who commuted to richmond hill to build the new store. it was a bit of a weird energy tho. when i first got there someone was getting first aid bc a staple gun fell on their head. but after he was ok and headed to the hospital we had roles assigned and i got asked to join ppl in a room, share the stickers and ... » Continue Reading
i broke up w my bf. i dont want to talk too much incase he decides to return my one set of headphones or send me money to buy a second set bc he broke one and took the other. basically hes been getting angrier and angrier when he drinks and this time he spilled his drink and started yelling and throwing things and breaking them and calling me terrible things about how im lazy and want him to fail ... » Continue Reading
i got a job today. i was hired on the spot and start tmw. its cool i guess more money is nice. and theres no uniform except "not offensive" which is pretty easy. i think everyones forgotten my birthday though. the ppl on facebook have it easy the site will tell them but most dont have me on facebook or use it. i wonder if i should private my birthday to see if anyone remembers. no ones tried to ma... » Continue Reading
things have been weird. my brain is like melting and i cant think. i cant talk to anyone bc i cant remember what theyve said when the sentence is over. i can't feel anything. i havent been in my body. the other day i snapped. my brain snapped and its just gone. i cried yesterday because i realized i wasnt tethered to reality anymore and i wanted it to be fixed but it wont be. im going to try doing... » Continue Reading
sorry for formatting on mobile. WOW barbie movie!!!!!! i went today to go see it and even tho things have been rough we were both in a good mood to go see it. im so glad we did too this is the best movie ever. it was beautiful and like so funny n i hope it shows everyone what womanhood is rly like. like being pink is really good. barbies are inspiring and NOT the root of self esteem issues at all!... » Continue Reading