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HI! before i get into my resolutions i just want to say fuck my brother for being an asshole ab me taking off schools from my application list like omfg he is so fucking cringe bc hes literally projecting his insecurities ab college onto me like its literally new years why dont we take some time to heal ur inner self before projecting ur shitass insecurities all over ur sibling! Actually I hope he... » Continue Reading
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Hello the excitement from the results wore off a bit or like yeah im also kinda sleepy and i kinda had to lock in and think instead of playing idv while filling out columbia's financial aid application (its really late ik...i apparently left out columbia when i was filling my css profile out all the way back in october i dont even know brah) i started going down this spiral when my dad called sinc... » Continue Reading
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OK SO THINGS I WANTED TO KINDA BREAK DOWN FOR MYSELF IM KINDA ALL OVER THE PLACE SO IM GONNA MAKE THIS PROFESSIONAL AND MAKE A LIST FIRST hangout today miss my friends!!! weight loss need to get high again good things on feeling more social is this tmi?????wait no not rlly it shouldnt be my period came back after probably 2 years fresh on my mind rn is WEIGHT LOSS!!!! im so fuckin » Continue Reading
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waitlisted from sd and irvine and got sad and panicky and also its been a long week in general so I made some fun alcohol and got to try marijuana!!!!!!!! for real this time i got to try my brother's friend's weed and update: its so skibidi i heard ur not suppsoed to have alcohol w weed but idrc tbh whatever i made a shitty comopolitan with apple juice, tangerines, and 2 shots of vodka and idk ho... » Continue Reading
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i feel bad for whining all the time on spacehey i want to spread some happy news!! i hate saying "oh i just dont know how to take breaks" bc i sound like those fucking wannabe workaholics which I find very annoying so i just want to clarify this is not me!! i mean it more as in like...like i literally am not a workaholic bc i fuckin g hate work and so i dont do it i ignore it for a long time and d... » Continue Reading
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In order of priority: Sleep schedule fixing Root of every problem imo!!! im so bad at fixing this even though I always try but I have to keep going at it bc as it is now it is not sustainable and it will result on me crashing out every 2 days Return to normalized exercise routine This looks the most difficult out of the list for me because I have been so low energy the past week. But if I don't fi... » Continue Reading
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Survive I did! it was really hard. i went through the 7 stages of hell. it was bad. i did it though. good job me Exercise/Running! failed. i tried to get some exercise here and then but I definitely fell off compared to last month » Continue Reading
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today and yesterday felt like they just swept past through my fingers nothing too eventful, still fairly busy and stressful, but i feel like i really wasn't conscious of any of the decisions I made this might be just because. I didn't journal yesterday. and i really havent for today YET (im doing it rn here!) I just want to regain some more energy because I feel so miserable and I feel like the sm... » Continue Reading
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It's 4 am and im a bit sleepy but also my head feels as clear as ever It probably has a bit to do with still trying to adjust my sleep schedule from korea time to cali time but i think today in particular was a more unique day too all of these thoughts that I was thinkin about blogging about are kind of jumbled inside my head rn i recited them in my head before i stood up to grab my laptop but I f... » Continue Reading
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it feels like its been a month but it also feels like it hasnt been that long its been fun but also just really hard. I keep going back and forth between "fuck my baka life" and "I love yuri and consumerism!" and "i love my family and there is hope for the future!" WAIT. korean apple juice is goated anyways I hope my dad kills himself soon and I wish I can induce it but then hes gonna bitch and c... » Continue Reading
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I sometimes disassociate while walking or doing something because its like...its kinda weird that I'm in korea rn. like normally id be in school but im like. actually here. Which feels weird. It's cool to connect with extended family members. Errgrgggrggrgrg there's still a lot of awkward moments though. I feel like they're being slightly more careful with me and my brother because we're American ... » Continue Reading
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