OCTOBER AFFIRMATIONS

im gonna explode and die i dnt want to do anything rmnbrmnrbmnrbnmrrb im tired im tired abababjhabhababababbbbb!aaa!!!!!!!!

august and september were very turbulent, but towards the end of september i think things started getting more established

i think october will be a month of working on that structure 

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ROUTINE

• SLEEP! - again its back. im so bad w fixing this but im still gonna keep trying. the goal atm is to go to bed around 12 and wake up around 8...bc my earliest class start around 8:40. but eventually i do want to try bringing that a little back to maybe 11:30 - 7:30 so that I can take my time washing up, brewing some tea maybe
  
  the specific morning routine in mind: shower, brush teeth, brew tea, morning journal
  
  night routine: tidy room if neccessary, shower, brush teeth, tea, journal
  
  

ACADEMICS

•  better study planning....idrk...i still have the goal of setting aside some time to review everyday for a class but idrk what im doing. i did make a notion page for planning this sorta stuff so hopefully it helps
• Office hours...i should try to go...its just kinda awkward sometimes and also all of my professors' office hours are on thursday and for other times u have to book them and then u have to meet 1 on 1 its weird
• figuring stuff out in general for academics...itd be good to set aside some time now and then to research ab career paths..uuoo idk...

FUN THINGS

• dont gaf too much ab this rn. maybe just drawing but i do that every now and then naturally anyways

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i just want to focus on routine and academics for now bc everything's starting to get rlly busy

ooouu i kinda feel like im not in the right mind space rn to set goals bc i dont rlly feel any attachments to these goals bbbbbaauugghghgh but for now yeah these are my goals for october

feel like ive been procrastinating on doing this page for a while..im hoping it will help me get going on kicking off a new month though

ughh