i haven't used my cute little theme for these in a minute because they've all been such downers. i like to use the cute little theme when i'm writing a cute little blog. which is preettty rare these days. last year, i thought that was the lowest i could be mentally. man. i wish. i wish something would've changed so that it never got lower. but here i am. some how found another layer beneath rock b... » Continue Reading
i'm pretty sure it was under a youtube comment section about a video o why you shouldn't go to art school, one of the commenters said something about how if your art is just inspired by other artists and not by your own experiences tthen you can't like idk make your own art or something like that? like it won't be original or i don't know i can't remember the fucking quote i was tired and doom wa... » Continue Reading
the title sums it up entirely lol. why the hell am i making an entire blog post dedicated to a situation that can be summed up in one sentence!? i don't know. i am just. not knowing of much right now. my brain is fried. like really doesn't work that well anymore. has it ever worked well is a mystery to me. i've always been a little not right in the head. even when i was a kid. i was off. just a ... » Continue Reading
it aws bad. squid game season 1 is the only good seasion of squid game. season 3 was just really bad. season 2 was fine ig ehhhhhhhhhhh. season 1? BANGER. PEAK KDRAMA SHIT. THE ONLY KDRAMA I HAVE ACTUALLY FINISHED. i'm sure there arer other good ones but season one is just kinda PERFECT? after that its like? can you really top that? it's like srcane all over again!!!!!!! season one of arcane canno... » Continue Reading
around people, to be specific. if their are people i don't want to be around at my house i turn into an extremely angry uncomfortable ball of angry uncomfortableness. it is an extremely unpleasant experience. i decided to write about it since it is currently happening as we speak. i'm stuck in a house with a person i don't want to be stuck in a house with. it's not really their fault their existen... » Continue Reading
i learned recently that i really REALLY like buying/paying for music. i used to think buying music was really dumb. i thought "why the fuck would i pay for music when i can just STEAL IT?!!!!!!? or just yk listen to it on streaming stuff." then i bought some music from one of my favorite artists in the world; kawai sprite. i don't know why it felt so great but it did. it feels nice to have the hi... » Continue Reading
it's getting kinda old, don't you think? i think i've been depressed since i was like 12. at least, that's the farthest back i can remember. i actually didn't know it's been this long. i thought i didn't really become depressed until like 2019 until i found a video of 12 year old me talking about how i was so unbearably sad that i couldn't do anything. so i was like "oh, so it's always been like t... » Continue Reading
I haven't had a good birthday since I was 19. but when I think about it, that sounds like it makes sense. as you get older, things like birthdays become less...interesting? like it just becomes another day except maybe you eat cake or have a little sweet treat and maybe someone passes you a card with a bunch of sloppily signed names in it which means nothing to you. or you're like me and you're j... » Continue Reading
its christmas. i will now proceed to show you the things i have recived. eh maybe. im like exhausted so this is gonna be a really shit haul lmao. TIME: 12:40 AM | MOOD: TIRED AF | LISTENING: A VERY 1999 CHRISTMAS- JSCHLATT as state » Continue Reading
the only good thing about us not doing Christmas this year is that I have not ONCE heard that bitchass Mariah Carey song this month. i don't know how I managed to completely avoid it. its a Christmas miracle I guess. man. this fuckin sucks. » Continue Reading
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