i am a filthy thief.

i learned recently that i really REALLY like buying/paying for music.

i used to think buying music was really dumb. i thought "why the fuck would i pay for music when i can just STEAL IT?!!!!!!? or just yk listen to it on streaming stuff."

then i bought some music from one of my favorite artists in the world; kawai sprite. 

i don't know why it felt so great but it did. it feels nice to have the highest quality version of a song instead of having to rip the audio from the youtube releases or off soundcloud because there's a chance the sound quality won't be as good. also it sucks for the artists. i like to support the people i like because i know it's hard out here for small artists of all kinds. but i'm broke...and impatient. i hate using the free version of the soundclouds and the youtube musics of the world because i FUCKING HATE ADS. FUCK. I HATE BEING BROKE. i need my music ON MY MP3 PLAYER NOW. theivery is my only other option. what else am i supposed to do, WAIT?

if i had money i wouldn't steal music at all unless there was no way for me to purchase it. or if it was a rich person. i do not feel bad at all when i steal from billie ellish and melanie martinez and yk those folks. since i'm so broke, youtube to mp3 and soundcloud to mp3 websites are my best friend in order for me to get my fix. 

when i get a stable income, i'm gonna buy a lot of music and i'm gonna replace all the stolen ones with the high quality, newly purchased ones. so far i've only been able to do this once lol. but there is so much stolen shit i would like to replace and so many artists i wanna throw money at.

until then, i'm gonna keep stealing it, even though it makes me feel bad.

to the fbi agent in charge of watching my laptop this is a joke and i don't steal i've never stoled in my life.