Roller derby makes me happy because I'm a masochist, not in a sexual way, I don't get sexual pleasure from it, I get just joy from it. I play roller derby, I get hit, I fall, sometimes we commit this fall called a vaginer shiner, one moment your skating full speed, next thing you know your wheels in your hot pocket (I infact do not enjoy this). People explain roller derby as NASCAR and ice hockey ... » Continue Reading
I swim in my clothes that soak up all the water and sag around all day after swimming, but it's actually so funny because I don't really notice how wet they are or that their even wet at all until I take my clothes off. But even after shivering cold as my wet skin touches the cold air I still choose to swim with clothing on then a actual swimsuit..I don't really know why it's just a impulsive and ... » Continue Reading
She smiled, the smile that makes you need to punch something just so that you can feel like you released some form of serotonin without embarrassing yourself Infront of her. A smile that gives you these superhuman powers that lead you to need to defend her in any way possible. You grow stronger everytime she flashers her yellow antique toned pearls, and the prettiest little pink lace lips and thou... » Continue Reading
It's okay just breathe, soon you'll be leading a life of richness..weather your rich in money, or health, or even enjoyment. The moon will watch over you and grant you wishes you only wish wouldn't have come true, the sun will look the other direction and never even offer you the wishes you've begged for since you've been a child. But when you find that person that's so different from you, you won... » Continue Reading
I don't see anything but you when your around and it's the reason I'm quite dangerous when your around, I might run into a pole or hit a man carrying hot coffee it's very nerve-racking. But I simply can't help it, it's as though my eyes are being dragged to your senseless touch full of soft skin..I. Could spend hours with you In my grandma's garden frolicking around looking at those beautiful rosy... » Continue Reading
Complete silence, sometimes people have these lips that look so perfect and a smile so vibrant it creates a perfect lighting around their face and they always seem so kissable, complete silence. The day I give that person the kiss they deserve is when I will feel true happiness, but the thought that I might never get to leaves me rotting. » Continue Reading
Complete silence, I have gun but I don't.plan on .using though the thought of having it in a full room of people puts a shock through my veins. I hope I'm good at running because cops love to chase, thought I don't think that matters because I'm already imprisoned in my own mind being imprisoned physically isn't much different, I actually don't know how to use a gun. Complete silence. -olive » Continue Reading
I wish that I stay at home sometimes because well I mean have you tried to interact with others? But I guess it's a little to easy to avoid your issues, if you don't have a sweat by the end of the day then what's the point? At least wait until right before you stress yourself out before you make being home a priority, I love myself and that's why I give myself breaks but boy there's people out the... » Continue Reading
I like to think of myself as sophisticated or smart but in reality I'm actually very blunt, I repeat the smartness of others but that doesn't make me smart as well. I've been banging my head over this idea of a fake smartness that I can't quite get over, I just do the same as others as the smart people I look up to. I feel like if I just sit and wait my brain might grow i might get smarter but I h... » Continue Reading
That's the boy that I'd love to kiss, but why should I? He's never looked my way, dared speak a word to me..but yet I have a magnetic pull that makes me feel so ecstatic it's almost visible. Maybe he hasn't noticed me yet maybe I should go up to him maybe even speak a little maybe then he'd understand that I have a true beauty and understanding no other girl could give him and if he doesn't maybe ... » Continue Reading
Once a day I have these thoughts these thoughts that don't always go away..a tugging at my brain the way a baby tugs on your clothes, the grips so strong and the baby keeps your temptation but you must not give in! The thought feels like I'm dead but still acting as though alive going about a day trying to water plants, feed animals, cook and be alive..but people are horrified of me..of this, of t... » Continue Reading
I like to stand there by myself in the middle of the road thinking..about all of the things I haven't experienced and probably never will, the feeling of world endings that my parents give me is quite scary because it makes me wonder if I'll ever get to have kids or get married or experience travel or become a famous author just as I imagine I will be some day. Maybe if that road showed as much ap... » Continue Reading