READ!!

Once a day I have these thoughts these thoughts that don't always go away..a tugging at my brain the way a baby tugs on your clothes, the grips so strong and the baby keeps your temptation but you must not give in! The thought feels like I'm dead but still acting as though alive going about a day trying to water plants, feed animals, cook and be alive..but people are horrified of me..of this, of this concept that I hold. I mean who would want to go near someone who's dead and still working that's such a odd and spooky thing. So..I guess I'll just have to find somebody just about as dead as me.

-olive