Puppy princess

I like to think of myself as sophisticated or smart but in reality I'm actually very blunt, I repeat the smartness of others but that doesn't make me smart as well. I've been banging my head over this idea of a fake smartness that I can't quite get over, I just do the same as others as the smart people I look up to. I feel like if I just sit and wait my brain might grow i might get smarter but I highly doubt that's going to happen without work, I'm honestly just so confused about my IQ. I don't know anything, and I don't think I ever will. I just feel like screaming at times like this where I'm at my dumbest point honestly, complete silence. Maybe someday I'll earn my brains and I won't be like this anymore.

-olive