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Category: Life
Date: 28 april 2024 I think the only time I feel truly real is when I'm with my childhood friends. One I'm still in good touch with, we met up today and wandered around. It was fun. We ate ice-cream together. Besides that I watched the Ugandan movie "Who killed captain Alex?" recently, funny movie, recommend. Though it is only around 50% translated. I got a ton of schoolwork that I should've done... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Date: 25 april 2024 I've been feeling kinda down lately, I think for multiple reasons. My brother drinking, my friends making me feel lonely as fuck, my mom stressing me abt turning 18 soon and just having no clue wtf I'm doing. A month ago I would've thought "meh I'll figure it out", but now for some reason it feels like everything matters so much. Every decision I make will impact my future, it... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
Date: 22 april 2024 I befriended a girl thru spacehey and we added each other on discord, this was around half a year ago. We started talking on the regular and it was okay the first couple of weeks. Then I started to notice how different we were, different sense of humor, different music taste, movie taste, food taste, different opinions on a variety of topics and what I realized was that we had... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Date: 4 april 2024 I was gonna go to bed when my mom told me she thinks she has alopecia. She showed me her scalp and ngl it did have bald spots that I never noticed before. I feel bad cs she seemed kinda scared to loose her hair. I just said “it will be fine” cs that’s all I could think of. - Elliot » Continue Reading
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Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Date: 24 march 2024 I watched the movie "The Elephant Man" yesterday. I cried a lot bcs of it. I felt his humiliation when he could finally imagine being with a beautiful woman such as Mrs. Kendal, and was then immediately caught thinking so by that fucker. Felt very degrading and scary thinking from his perspective. Couldn't feel his joy either cs it was based on things that I feel should come s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Date: 13 march 2024 I don't like when ppl laugh before I've even said the funny part of a story. Sometimes when I smile and begin saying something to a friend they immediatly laugh, I don't get why, I haven't said anything funny. It makes it feel very ingenuine and I worry that they will always just be forcing a laugh with me. Not a big deal but still something I've been thinking abt. - Elliot » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Date: 3 march 2024 I met my classmates or "school friends" today. It was pretty boring but I tried to make conversation, seems the only way we as a group can have "fun" is by making me the punching bag. When I got home I cried. What a waste of a day. - Elliot » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Date: 25 february 2024 I watched the movie "Old Yeller" and it was really good. After I finished watching it I discussed the movie with my parents. Now I've finished the fourth season of "You" on netflix (not so good, don't recommend), and I went down stairs to talk to my parents abt it but then I realized that I really, wish I had friends that I could talk to, nothing that has to be too deep jus... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Date: 19 february 2024 I remember in 8th grade when I was at one of my lowest points. All I had and all I wanted to have was approval from others. That’s when school was the toughest, and when I found out my friend from Denmark needed a place to stay for her trip to Sweden I couldn’t say “no”. I had been completely drained of energy that entire school week that she had stayed at my » Continue Reading
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Category: Books and Stories
Date: 15 february 2024 I have started writing a book, we'll see how it goes. Maybe I'll finish it maybe I won't but I'll try my best. - Elliot » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Date: 13 february 2024 I gotta stop making rituals for myself. I go in spacehey everyday to write abt my day. Always in blue text, and always with the date at the top and signature at the bottom. I gotta chill out, it’s not the end of the world if I miss one day or don’t write it like how I usually do. I also always keep it short enough so u can read it without having to click on it. I started do... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Date: 12 february 2024 It always backfires whenever I try to use sarcasm in school. I say "I love eating human waste" (sarcasm), incoming 6 hour lecture on why it's bad. "Climate change is fake" (also sarcasm), "YOU SERIOUSLY BELIEVE THAT?" no, for the love of god no. I wish I could use sarcasm without everyone freaking tf out, makes me miss my last school even though it was shit. » Continue Reading
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