Okay so, one thing i noticed is like, my classmates acknowleding? my existence more? now, I changed nothing of how I treated 'em, no talking, diff bus n so on a week ago it happened at photography class, but we had to "team work" cus one had to take pics, one had to be the "Model" one had to hold those reflective thingies... so yk we had to talk. So i took pics, giving instructions to the "model" ... » Continue Reading
In the stomach of the beast, I'm an animal myself, ourselves, day-weakened, aching bodies, energy dried, limbs stewing, rough loud hum moving on metal tracks, and I wish the rooms could go dark, we could share the look of the outside night, I see in it, glimpses, of far away fireflies of the cities, and the bright eyes of mechanical creatures, swimming in pitch black And I know whatever way I sea... » Continue Reading
Ugh Probably not worthy of a blog post so I'll just bullet this fucker Today was so weird I took the train at lunch time, so so so hungry Horrible time for train taking cus it's full of like 16 year olds n shit So I'm like 5 meters away from some fuckers that were blatantly saying shit like "oh I'm emo" n stuff n like omg what happened to shame. We're just commenting ab people that literally ar... » Continue Reading
Ooh drama bitches I need to stop thinking "mh no drama for a while" CUS THEN STUFF HAPPENS ANYWAY SO Okay few days ago I get a text from another classmate that was like "this Thursday the prof said he could help us w anatomy at 11 am, if you wanna come." I already go on Thursday cus of watercolor class, but that starts at like 2 pm+ So I had to wake up earlyy and oh what I would have missed if I... » Continue Reading
Ok so not a daily journal cus again, stuff is boring n I'm lazy but ig i can write ab two days on the same post, still So Monday, for printing class I went to the room n there were like. Students I've seen before n they were painting n I was like,,, How am I gonna set up the MFING tables but I was just like whatever n waited Waiting, I put together a small document preparing for the other class o... » Continue Reading
As I mentioned before, these days have been slow n boring n pretty drama free so I'll just do a recap of what's been happening My uncle that lives in another house has been hearing from my aunt ab how I'm doing bad n my mental health is down n shit + solidified by the fact that I didn't go to the family Christmas lunch n is wanting to come back at our home? Cus he thinks my bad mental state is con... » Continue Reading
i finished star wars rebels and uh the guy, that ended up trapped with the imperial evil guy wtih red eyes that in the ahsoka series they didnt know if they should find or not, cus freeing their friends would free the evil guy too ya it was the main character of this series george lucas what » Continue Reading
Just one class today. Dragon is not early like other times so I'm alone for a long time. I also forgot my powerbank at home so I can charge my phone only a bit before class starts. Berry sits too much near so he ends up in my periferal vision and I could not hate it more. Today we had to paint alongside the prof, so he set up a projector for us to view and a camera behind him pointed in the painti... » Continue Reading
13 episodes. thats it. thats why im already writing ab it. so what happens first arc is a lot ab the clones, so instant fave. basically this one clone, Tup, during a mission is like, snapped into some mind control thing and kills the master jedi that was with him n everyone is like. Yo. We dont do that dude. They recognize smth is wrong with him, so they try to send him to the hospital in kamino,... » Continue Reading
Was at school basically alone. The door to my first classroom was closed n I was like hell no I gotta finish this linocut so I can start printing, so I asked one of the employee of the building to open it so I still got in early n finished my stuff Anyway while printing, Retriever at one point was like "uh I think the black ink is being used by- can you remind me your name?" Referring to me. He d... » Continue Reading
i. i just finished season 5. umh. uh. what??? ???? the fuck??? okay, chronological order. so the metal bros (maul and savage) are like let's go recruit pirates to do stuff, and so they get to hondo, which is a recurring character i dont think ive mentioned before. He's. a pirate like literally the piratest pirate, i find him fun tbh, anyway the bros pay a bunch of his man to betray hondo n he's ... » Continue Reading
fucking hell. oh this was. definetly a season. okay, the highlights of it are. omg. so much stuff. first of all, a whole fight in the sea happens, n too much stuff to focus on this but just one thing. One of the separatist guys is obviously shark inspired and so when he swims, he put his feet together and tilt them to make like a vertical tail, like real sharks n thats such a cool lil design. and... » Continue Reading