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My liked songs playlist
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I don't usually use playlists, just shuffle my liked songs https://open.spotify.com/playlist/68yjXbx6d0CzUib9ayMFiZ?si=LU7admUYTAqZ0NM7JOJaIw&utm_source=copy-link » Continue Reading
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Idk ab dni lists but i don't fuck with these types of people
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Fascists, racists, xenophobes, homophobes, transphobes, fatphobes, abilists Pedos, zoophiles, necrophiles, anything like that, dont even think it should be specified... Fetishizers of gay couple and specific ethnicities "it's a preference" and I prefer y'all staying away from me, if you don't realize how disgusting your words n actions are, not my problem Radfems & transmeds (let women and queer p... » Continue Reading
Priiiiiide 29/06/2024
Category: Blogging
I'm on the train back from prideee My legs are kiiiiiilling me I didn't sit down for like 4 hours straight. It was fun. The weather was hot but the ppl we hotter. There's one specific bus line that gets to the park where the parade starts from so it would just start from the train station already filled to the brim with Gay™. These events are so fun every alt mfer dresses as much as possible (me ... » Continue Reading
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fucking HELL 14/5/2024
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My aunt is fucking pressing me to stop with the non talking Cus I don't talk to her, full on mutism And she thinks the only reason I was doing it was cus I was afraid of coming out And it's not that She presses me I can't have a fucking normal conversation with her Because they don't exist Wether you fucking talk to her or not she will press you on any given matter for 20 fucking minutes each ... » Continue Reading
City
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Unnoticing concrete, floor hit by reflections of fluorescent streetlamps They burn bright And replace the light of god Who forgot this dark corner of the universe Nausea comes in And vomit would resemble stale granite tiles under my feet Ants of metal, gears of flesh Never stopping, never letting the looming black of the sky finally fall like a never coming quiet curtain over this perfectly cl... » Continue Reading
Wreck 6/5/2024
Category: Blogging
These days I feel like a wreck Last week I kept wanting to cry and not having the energy to act in class like I was fine. Im hating when people talk, I hate words, I hate conversations After loosing the train on Monday and having to wait for a taxi, I felt so alone. I had nobody to call. I have nobody to call. I'm actually alone. On Tuesday I was more a zombie than a person. Or a ghost. I walked ... » Continue Reading
fuck. 11/4
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theyre giving us so many classes and fucking assignments to do. i dont even know what to prioritize. i dont have the physical time to do all this shit. this is supposed to prepare me for jobs? ill be miserable. i dont have the energy. i cant do this for the rest of time. i just dont have it in me. i cant do enough. im not enough. i feel like im one crack away from breaking. im a broken machin » Continue Reading
local con!!! 6/4/24
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Con Lot happened There was lot of stuff I'm so tired but it was fun But my feet hurt SO much I went early, I was there all day I spent SO MUCH money. I have. So many pins and keychains and necklaces I ended up eating nothing, food lines are scary and I had to do a DND oneshots at lunch time That was super fun btw. Loved it. DND is always fun Then I walked some more and spent some more money... » Continue Reading
mhhh 30/3/24
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Okay so, one thing i noticed is like, my classmates acknowleding? my existence more? now, I changed nothing of how I treated 'em, no talking, diff bus n so on a week ago it happened at photography class, but we had to "team work" cus one had to take pics, one had to be the "Model" one had to hold those reflective thingies... so yk we had to talk. So i took pics, giving instructions to the "model" ... » Continue Reading
Train ride
Category: Writing and Poetry
In the stomach of the beast, I'm an animal myself, ourselves, day-weakened, aching bodies, energy dried, limbs stewing, rough loud hum moving on metal tracks, and I wish the rooms could go dark, we could share the look of the outside night, I see in it, glimpses, of far away fireflies of the cities, and the bright eyes of mechanical creatures, swimming in pitch black And I know whatever way I sea... » Continue Reading
4/3/2024 | It's been a bad day
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Ugh Probably not worthy of a blog post so I'll just bullet this fucker Today was so weird I took the train at lunch time, so so so hungry Horrible time for train taking cus it's full of like 16 year olds n shit So I'm like 5 meters away from some fuckers that were blatantly saying shit like "oh I'm emo" n stuff n like omg what happened to shame. We're just commenting ab people that literally ar... » Continue Reading