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4/3/2024 | It's been a bad day

Ugh

Probably not worthy of a blog post so I'll just bullet this fucker 

Today was so weird I took the train at lunch time, so so so hungry 

Horrible time for train taking cus it's full of like 16 year olds n shit 

So I'm like 5 meters away from some fuckers that were blatantly saying shit like "oh I'm emo" n stuff n like omg what happened to shame. We're just commenting ab people that literally are three steps away from you? And you're not embarrassed? Then I put music on, after a while I stopped it a sec n I heard the same "oh yk I'm emo" sentence like omg for how long where they joking ab that like, girl you really have nothing else to discuss? That's a boring friend group. 

Who needs to consider a mortgage when it's so easy living rent free in your head

It was also the first day of anatomy class

Which meant drawing a live model

Which meant drawing a naked guy 

Naked naked 

N it's weird I'm ace n stuff yk I have no problem with live models I just. Do not really enjoy seeing dick and balls

With the train in taking, I'm not really early to the class which I don't mind, for once I don't have to try to find something to do for like one hour or more yk 

So we get easels, and big pieces of papers on the easels to draw. Standing up. 

Berry was late and apparently his lil friends couldn't fucking make space for him in their part of the class so I had to deal with seeing him in the corner of my eye, so irritating actually 

Also my boy period started so I had bad cramps and the easel drawings is standing up so I couldn't even crouch to help, horrible 

A break happens finally for the love of all things right in the world and I zoom to get some water so I could take a pain killer 

N it takes like 2 seconds so I didn't know what else to do, in the room of our class there was no one but the model and like I didn't wanna make him uncomfy just being there checking my phone cus hey he just has robe on 

The adjacent room had berry in it for some reason and in the communal room of the school there where all my other classmates so I just said fucking, put my hood on and chilled a second in the very light rain that was happening. 

Note that to do this, I put my glasses in my pocket to not get em wet, and today they were getting condensed easily anyway

break is over, everyone back to class, I take my glasses out. Hey. There's supposed to be two lenses. 

I have to fucking deal w berry handing me the lens he found on the floor

I try to pop the fucker back in cus ass is starting again yk 

The fucking frame itself is. Fucking. Fucked. I can't pop it back in 

So I have to do rest of the class, looking at a model and drawing with literally one fucking eye closed. Can't even keep it open cus the difference w the one that's behind the lens is so different it makes seeing impossible anyway

Well that's was an uncomfortable experience for so many reasons 

Worst of the day you'd think, right?

After the second class, I get out early to catch the bus as always

Except the bus is nowhere to be seen 

The app has lost track of it 

Splendid 

There's another guy waiting at this same stop, losing his mind over it 

I just accept having to take the next bus and risk having to ride it w Purple AND being late for my train 

It was so fucking cold, i could feel it all in my bones

Who would have thought I'd have the pleasure of a second fucking very uncomfortable experience in one day, wonderful 

15 painfully cold minutes later the bus arrives and the guy stops going insane 

Apparently he also had to go to the train station n he asks the driver for indications 

Which like bestie check google maps guys I'm begging you do not just hop on random busses CHECK 

GOOGLE MAPS omg 

Ya that's ab it. 




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