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life seemed to be going so so well less than an hour ago and now i feel HORRIBLE. i am anxious over scholarships because if i don't get a full scholarship i'm basically screwed. we can barely afford to pay our fucking water bill. i HAVE to get a job to help my mom i literally have to. but everywhere keeps rejecting me. idc i'm going to apply everywhere i can now, even mcdonalds. cause i can't. it'... » Continue Reading
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idk if this ever happens to anyone else, but i've read so many books that i can almost always predict what's going to happen. which really sucks man. but i feel like it's like that with ppl too y'know. like you go on tiktok and you can probably already guess what the comments are going to say. and everyone always says the same thing and does what they're expected to do. even me. i do crazy things ... » Continue Reading
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period :3 my comfort is literally watching coming out vids. idc if theyre cliche or whatever i wish it was like that for me. my mom is wayyy better now but i still remember being called a l*sbo (before she even knew i was queer). it was super uncool and she just kinda ignored it for a while and we still dont really talk about it since i dont date. being trans i'm wayyyyy less sure and comfortable ... » Continue Reading
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literallyyyyyy!!!! i got a 1480 on my sat like wtf. i feel so smart rn. like an actual genius. like no wayyyy. this is so so so awesome do you know much scholarship i can get with this???? i raised my score a whole 130 FUCKING POINTS LETS GOOOO BBYYYY. on another note, my ocd has been so bad and ppl need to stop touching my shit because it makes me want to kill them and then lock myself in a room ... » Continue Reading
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i'm like v v sad. compliments i got today: you have a good (singing) voice, i love your hair, idk probs something else but i completely forget. ppl wanted to talk to me, ppl gathered near me, i brought ppl together. but i'm still so sad. you know what i want? i want someone to say shit like "night night dipshit" to me again. i want a person i love more than anyone else in the world. there is no on... » Continue Reading
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my brain is sooooo silly XD life is literally going so well rn. and you you what my brain wants? MORE DRAMA. STUPID MF. LIKE LEAVE ME ALONEEEEE AAAAAAAAA. i think it's the fucking personality disorder dude i really do. it's driving me bonkers. idfk what i'm gonna do, maybe some crazy makeup idk. my social anxiety HATES that idea but like it's either that, or maybe i'll go spend tons of money at th... » Continue Reading
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YIPPEE!!! IVE BEEN SO SO BUSY WHICH IS WHY I HAVENT UPDATED but my musical is done now :3 it was super awesome!! and i submitted this thing for college! dudeee quick interruption but i was like so happy and then i got distracted and i was so sad :( it's all cool tho just a chronic illness HAHAHAHAHA (i hate this). anyway. i submitted that thing to hopefully get a scholarship for a really cool summ... » Continue Reading
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bro WTF. why are trans ppl under attack literally EVERYWHERE rn. i live in the us and it's especially bad tho. i feel lucky enough that even tho i don't live in a super democratic state or one with protections for trans ppl, at least there's no bills trying to make it illegal for me to "cross dress" or get gender affirming surgery or get taken away from my parents that let me get those surgeries. ... » Continue Reading
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ugh i finally have enough money to go back to hot topic » Continue Reading
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so like my one friend has had a really shitty time with this other person right. like according to my friend the other person was abus*ve. idk if that's true or not. but then my friend had a panic attack because of their ptsd related to the other person and so the other person got removed off of stage crew. fine idc. but THEN my one friend was talking to one of his close friends today and his clos... » Continue Reading
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YOU. GUYS. HOLY SHIT. okay so like today i went on discord right and my ex fp (i can officially call him that now!!!! *knock on wood*) was online. and that used to be SUPER triggering because i was like who is he talking to that's not me does he like them better???? but like today i feel nothing. not nothing exactly but like stable. normal. idk if it's because i'm absolutely exhausted or what but ... » Continue Reading
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ikkk that most of my posts are just venting and ranting but like not to be emo (LOL) but things are kindaaa shitty rn. i'm sure they'll get better soon but bpd wise this is like a lot of work. the only thing keeping me stable rn is writing here. i'm not even exaggerating i love this place X3 sure there's a few freaks (/neg) but overall everyone is soooo nice. it's like ao3 but less weird ppl (/neg... » Continue Reading
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