no one is ever gonna read this

idk if this ever happens to anyone else, but i've read so many books that i can almost always predict what's going to happen. which really sucks man.

but i feel like it's like that with ppl too y'know. like you go on tiktok and you can probably already guess what the comments are going to say. and everyone always says the same thing and does what they're expected to do. even me. i do crazy things but they're the crazy things ppl expect from me. and a lot of the time i don't even want to do those things but i feel like it's what ppl expect y'know. idk.

and the fact that there's probs someone thinking about this exact thing rn and we will never know we're both thinking this and we will go on with our lives, probably never knowing that someone else was thinking our same thoughts at the same time.

i genuinely wonder if there's a subreddit for this.

i feel lonely.