AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH

bro WTF. why are trans ppl under attack literally EVERYWHERE rn. i live in the us and it's especially bad tho. i feel lucky enough that even tho i don't live in a super democratic state or one with protections for trans ppl, at least there's no bills trying to make it illegal for me to "cross dress" or get gender affirming surgery or get taken away from my parents that let me get those surgeries. it has gone too fucking far man. can we not just leave ppl alone??? like literally they are not hurting anyone stfu and leave. godDAMN.

also i am slipping back into my mha phase </3 cringe ik (pls help)

one of my friends also included me in a list of their close friends that they posted on their tiktok today. and tbh i am a little shocked. idk if it's just the bpd or what but i always feel like relationships aren't as close as the other person thinks they are? like they might consider me a close friend but i just see them as a friend. idk. i think it is a bpd thing tbh.

also i need a therapist. like rn. i am going absolutely fucking bonkers /neg. i just want to go to the mall by myself, buy a soft pretzel and maybe a drink from auntie anne's, and then go to hot topic and fuck around and then maybe buy a cute fucking thing or a belt or some shit. maybe even a t shirt if i see a REALLY cool one like it's gotta beat out another one of my cool shirts. hopefully they have a merch stand for some thing cool and not another anime otherwise i will cry and burn hot topic down like the goth kids in south park.