MORE bpd progress???!!??!!??

YOU. GUYS. HOLY SHIT. okay so like today i went on discord right and my ex fp (i can officially call him that now!!!! *knock on wood*) was online. and that used to be SUPER triggering because i was like who is he talking to that's not me does he like them better???? but like today i feel nothing. not nothing exactly but like stable. normal. idk if it's because i'm absolutely exhausted or what but i'm so happy it's unreal!!!! i hope it stays like this i am so happy and content i hope nothing changes <33

also i started stage crew for my school's musical and i'm sooooo tiredddd. it's fun but this week it goes from 3:30 to 6 every day and next week it's from 3:30 to 9 every day. *cries*

but someone also said that i looked like a cartoon character today and that they wanted to draw me!!1!!1! so yeah i'm very excited :D i was so flattered X3

and i took the sat today :,) i'm tireddddd. it was hard ugh. but then i got to skip two periods in the art room and cut mac and cheese shapes out of pictures of mac and cheese to fill in the wholes on my realistic gradient edward cullen painting (very meta ik). plus i got ice cream. plus my mom said if some certain words were on the test she would give me 50 dollars!! i want to spend it on hot topic rn. so im going to look through the words tomorrow and see if any of them were on the test lol. i need some belts and accessories and shit. and also new gloves because my friend stretched mine and the holes are uncomfortable on my hands >:(