EW GROSS BRAIN GO BACK TO BEING A RAT D:

my brain is sooooo silly XD life is literally going so well rn. and you you what my brain wants? MORE DRAMA. STUPID MF. LIKE LEAVE ME ALONEEEEE AAAAAAAAA. i think it's the fucking personality disorder dude i really do. it's driving me bonkers. idfk what i'm gonna do, maybe some crazy makeup idk. my social anxiety HATES that idea but like it's either that, or maybe i'll go spend tons of money at the drugstore since i have the house all to myself for a while tomorrow, and then i eat tons of junk and candy :3 maybe i'll do crafts but idk. i'm kinda too tired for that :( i do have to at least fix one kandi bracelet for my friend tho.

i'm also feeling super lonely rn idek why. the second i'm not talking to someone in an engaging way, i'm just goneeee. and i'm not feeling lonely in a sad way i'm feeling lonely in a bored and nothing is real way yk. i'm working on a bpd album cover in art tomorrow so i'll focus on that. we'll see what i do about makeup in the morning.