Heyyyyy spacehey. It’s been a minute Sorry I stopped my writevember 3 days short. That was dumb but it’s okay. Im coming on here to write about something that I feel I should keep a journal for but I don’t have one. Im not drinking for the month of January. I made this decision about halfway through December. It’s not a big deal it’s literally just not consuming any alcohol for 31 days straight. ... » Continue Reading
First snowfall on writevember 28. Or what im considering the first snowfall. It’s the first snow I’ve seen. It looks beautiful from my window. It freezes against my window in pellets and it’s casting a gloomy reflection into my bedroom. The colour of the sky contrasts well against my purple walls. This time last year on the first snow I was cuddled up with my boyfriend. Oh how times have changed.... » Continue Reading
Hello writevember #27. Typing that leaves a bad taste in my mouth as I truly don’t want this shit to end :( I like writing and I want it to last forever. Today is stream of consciousness. Spent all day yesterday alone aside from a nice hour with my sister before she left for the loo. Shoutout to her because I had the worst day ever aside from that time spent together. Today I woke up at 10 and wen... » Continue Reading
Heavy emotions. I am having a hard time adjusting to the life that is now mine. It’s hard to understand that sometimes I have to fend for myself now. Its hard to understand that some of my days will be spent fully alone now. It’s hard to understand I am on my own now. I am ready and I am willing to accept the discomfort in solidarity at this point in my life. Am I ready to face life as an individu... » Continue Reading
Hai guys. Or just baby Kata. We’ll see. This writevember coming at you at 7:30 am on the 26th. Hoping that I will do #25 when I wake up and am more coherent and #26 in the evening / nighttime. Had the first real conversation I’ve had with bae since we broke up. Shouldn’t call him bae because he’s literally ex bae but whatever I slipped up. We just texted (actually instagram dm’ed) for like an hou... » Continue Reading
This one is for Mary since it was her birthday yesterday and I responded to her text back this morning and my heart is just bursting with love for her. I cannot imagine what it feels like to outlive your child. I think it may be one of the worst experiences a person can go through. Mary is, and always has been, a strong independent person but she deserved to watch her daughter grow old and grow wi... » Continue Reading
This one is for Mary since it was her birthday yesterday and I responded to her text back this morning and my heart is just bursting with love for her. I cannot imagine what it feels like to outlive your child. I think it may be one of the worst experiences a person can go through. Mary is, and always has been, a strong independent person but she deserved to watch her daughter grow old and grow wi... » Continue Reading
I don’t wanna fall off of this ahhhhhh!!!! Im just so uninspired and literally having nothing to say other than my heart hurts so much. I just don’t want to talk about that over and over again. Tonight I worry about Brendan. Laying beside pookie thankful my friends won’t let me sleep alone because god I really don’t want to at all. I don’t think ever. I know I can’t rely on you guys to cuddle with... » Continue Reading
I thought my breakup would give me a surge of creativity, instead it makes me feel unmotivated to keep up with writevember at all. If we weren’t already halfway through the month I would probably give up but I’ve committed already so here I am. Life has been feeling pretttttyyyy bleakkkk these past few days. I am blessed to have an incredible support system who are doing a fantastic job keeping my... » Continue Reading
Life is so weird and confusing and unreal and heartbreaking and sad. I feel wrong and not right but also confident in my decisions but also so unsure of everything. I actually don’t know how I feel. What the hell. » Continue Reading
Writevember #11 on day 12 cuz I was too immersed in besties birthday to find the time to commit to this yesterday. I don’t think I even want to say anything other than I love you so much kate. I love your old soul and the wisdom you share with me and the new things you teach to me everyday and how you never make me feel stupid for not already knowing them. I love how you’re so willing to make girl... » Continue Reading
Writevember day 11 happy Novembrance day and happy birthday to my big brother!! Oh shit I should text him. He’s 27 now. I really want to write something meaningful but I just haven’t had it in me so this is going to be stream of consciousness for sure. Yesterday I chilled in parking lots for 5 hours until my sweet darling friends invited me out to dinner. Thank god cuz I probably would have contin... » Continue Reading