Feeling so unmotivated to write anything and keep up which im not feeling guilty over but I was excited for writepril so it sucks to not even want to try. 2024 was supposed to be my year vro. 2023 literally chewed me up, spat me out, shit on me, set me on fire and then threw me into the middle of the ocean but I persevered. I want to keep that same energy I know im a strong girl and I can get thro... » Continue Reading
Hai friends :) Im drinking a caramel iced coffee with an espresso shot, a lemonade and a big glass of water at the same time. I love the way each drink is so drastically different. Still somehow they compliment each other. The bitterness of the coffee brings out the sweetness of the lemonade, the sweetness bringing out the bitter. The water is just for balance :) I am also enjoying a yummy bagel w... » Continue Reading
I MISS HAVING A CAR!!!!!! 😡😡😡😡😡 I hit level 400 on solitaire 😳 Im scared of my body sometimes I already finished 1 season of the originals I love the warm weather we’re having My lungs are starting to feel cleared up My schedule doesn’t feel so heavy this week I want to go swimming My kitten is almost a year old Saving money feels like a game Hey guys these are all the thoughts on my mind cur... » Continue Reading
Hai ima hit you with #6 on day 8 cuz yolo as fuck. Im on my own time. Period I had a beautiful Saturday with my beautiful baby Kata. We did 13 errands. We got a lot of sweet treats and also went to the thrift store. That is a sweet treat too. Got a delicious goat cheese on sale from organic garage. It’s so yum. We spent some time outdoors soaking up the sun drinking coronas 😎 waited for pookie to ... » Continue Reading
Hey guys me again. Just kidding about anything I said. It’s a beautiful day. The sun is shining. I woke up early. I get to see my best friends today. Baby Kata is picking me up cuz she’s the best. Putting on a cute fit. All my troubles have washed away with the warmth of the glowing sunshine. I love life again :) Peace and love love LUV, Maimai » Continue Reading
Doing this a couple days late cuz im sooooo bad. I don’t even remember what happened on this day. I am so tired mentally, emotionally and physically. Here’s to hopefully having a restful weekend after my dumbass staff meeting at 9am this morning. On the bright side my coworker is picking me up cuz she’s a nice girl. Shoutout Liz. - maimai » Continue Reading
Doing this on day 4 cuz I was a bad girl yesterday (I was to tired) Another busy busy day for me yesterday. Skewl shifts and then 5pm-close at pipers. Leafs game so it was madness and for some reason the rain always draws people out. Obviously I killed that shit. Had the most ridiculous table as my final one. They had lime 6 drinks each in less than 2 hours. Confirmed they weren’t driving when th... » Continue Reading
Writepril day 2 gonna be my first stream of consciousness in like 5 months that’s what’s up Ubered to skewl (my job) today cuz im a bad girl who needs a slap on the wrist. But it was raining I really didn’t want to take the bus but im GOING TO tomorrow even if it rains (it will) holding myself to it. The kindies were cute. 1 of them told me I look weird with my glasses. I almost flipped him off i... » Continue Reading
I feel not good inside like sick in my stomach nauseous. I thought I ate something bad but I actually think my body is manifesting my anxiety and emotions and i wish it would stop. Feel like throwing up when I have to go to work ? No. Thanks. » Continue Reading
How am I supposed to balance all of these things: Being addicted to the grind, having a cat, wanting to see my friends every single day of my life, and having a bae. How do I succeed at all of those tasks. Someone help. It’s making me want to kill mgself that I can’t. » Continue Reading
Im back to talk about being sober some more. I never believed in myself enough to think I could go this long without being intoxicated so the past twenty days I have been reminded that I am stronger than I think. I keep thinking about how much money I would have spent on alcohol / social events where drinking is part of it if I hadn’t been doing a month booze free. It’s pretty awesome. I have more... » Continue Reading
Hey again. 1 week sober today (from drinking). Craziness. Haven’t gone an entire 7 days without drinking in over 2 years. Feels good to know this is something I can do. I’d like to shoutout the people who are participating in Dry January at the same time as me. Keeping me motivated. Whether you’re doing dry January or you’re always sober, you're inspiring me to keep going. Shout out weed. Keeping... » Continue Reading