#24

Hai guys. Or just baby Kata. We’ll see. This writevember coming at you at 7:30 am on the 26th. Hoping that I will do #25 when I wake up and am more coherent and #26 in the evening / nighttime. 

Had the first real conversation I’ve had with bae since we broke up. Shouldn’t call him bae because he’s literally ex bae but whatever I slipped up. We just texted (actually instagram dm’ed) for like an hour and a half but it was normal and nice and im going to go to his house in the next few days to see him. His mom is going away for 2 weeks on Tuesday so I’ll probably go there that day or around then and we’ll see where that goes LOL. House to ourselves seems risky but whatever we’re normal. It was nice though and it was the first time I’ve cried really hard since….actually since Friday afternoon. Cried REALLY hard by myself on Friday afternoon and then pulled myself together for mood ring party that night but I certainly sobbed more than cried tonight. It wasn’t pretty. Thankful for my sister who gave me a big hug and literally stayed up with me till now after that. And she also sat with me for an HOUR while I texted him. Sorry sisterfriend. So thankful for the comfort of having you there though. I love you. I got some stuff off my chest towards him and I hope he did too but we really do have a lot we need to talk about face to face so I look forward to that. When our conversation ended he said goodnight “gangster” which is so informal but when we first started dating that’s what he called me so it made me feel sad. Then I said all my love and he said “word” 😂😂 sooooo. He did tell me he sobbed the day it happened though so im glad I am not the only one experiencing extreme emotion. Anyways I look forward to seeing him in person and other than that I think that’s it from me for now.

Once again thank you to my friends for your endless support I appreciate it and you do numbers for me. Even when I look like I want to kill myself and my vibes are on the floor - you make sure I know im taken care of, cared for and usually manage to get me to crack a smile so for that I am eternally grateful. Love you guys:

As always, peace and love, happiness, and 420 blaze. Xoxo 

Maimes out