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Category: Life
WRITEPRIL DAY 13 WAW almost missed it….. but my memory struck at exactly the right time. my spice for life has come back a bit today and i was more aware of how beautiful it is outside with the birdsong and the smell on the air and the green grass!! all the beautiful things i love so much about this season. work dragged by today because i really just wanted it to be over so it could be the weekend... » Continue Reading
Category: Pets and Animals
i am very absentminded today. it feels like i can only think about one thing at a time. struggling to write anything because right now im focusing on the sound of the highway. i had a panic attack for the first time in a while yesterday and it was scary. it was one of the bad ones where i forget how to breathe and my face tingles and my body shakes and jerks uncontrollaby. i started crying so hard... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
its day 11 and ive been liking my little daily entries but ive been wanting to try something different to challenge myself to write with more versatility but also im lazy. i remembered this practice from when i was in school for writing where i had to partner up with 2 of my seminar classmates and we each had to write a stanza of poetry and then rearrange our 3 stanzas into 1 cohesive poem. i real... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
hitting that writepril day 10 from the john baby. the shitter. i told my kate i would write it as soon as she left and i didnt lie. today is another late entry cause ive been out and about since 8:30 this morning! i went back to work after 4 days off and i was so not excited when i woke up but its always a bit harder to get back into it after a lot of time off. today at work was fun though! i was... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
its easter! but i have felt so absent today you could have fooled me. sometimes being distracted is the best thing i can do for myself when i get in a little funk and sometimes i feel such a disconnect between my mind and body that the distraction mutes out periodically. the past little while i have been so consumed by everything going on in my own head that i have trouble focusing in on whats aro... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
hello spacehey hope everyone is having a lovely night. i wrote my entry yesterday on the train to see skyler and as of right now she just left! we spent all day yesterday and today together. hate when my friends leave after such bright and fun times hanging out cause that loneliness tends to hit quickly. but i still feel good right now while writing this bc she left only a few minutes ago. we went... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
happy day 7 to those partaking in the sport of writepril. today i am writing my entry on the way to skylers house but it is only a 10 minute train ride so i am going to have to speedrun it. gotta make sure to get my blogs in before i get swept up in the weekend. we are going to a PARTY for someone i have never met with a bunch of people ive also never met so i am excited and nervous for that. ive ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i tend to do this thing where i blow off responsibilities to take care of other responsibilities. i did it a lot when i was in school, id skip a certain class just to work on assignments for other classes. but oftentimes id just end up doing nothing at all. that won’t be the case today though. i called off work for no good reason other than a) i have 0 clean laundry and b) the state of my room is ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
it was better yesterday when i wrote this on my lunch i feel like i had a lot more to say. also i think i was just generally more absentminded today i focused really hard at work and stayed off that GOTDANG phone. i think im way better at my job when im not drinking. probably helps to not be in internal organ pain » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
look at me writing everyday. feeling pretty huge about it. Noticed the ladies havent written today and normally they beat me to it so i decided to fill the writepril void on my lunch break. i like having an hour of lunch, ive had 15 and 30 minute breaks at other jobs before but they never really felt long enough and to me an hour feels perfect. enough time to eat without stuffing my face, watch a ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i can feel life gearing towards spending more time in nature and i am so EXCITED every day writing out my plans for the spring and summer. everything feels easier when i can go outside and sit on the ground and feel the sun on me, somehow existing just feels more real when im able to spend time in nature. perhaps just that connection to what is at the basis of creation. anywho my day today was jus... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i missed my writepril yesterday cause i was having too much fun with my friends so im gonna do a half assed writepril day 2 right now and then ill do a more in depth one later. the girls and i had our first outside hangout and it was beautiful we had a little frolic in the park and saw a woodpecker and an eagle. its really nice to meet up in nature, our little group has been going strong since nov... » Continue Reading
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