writepril day 5 brain fog

it was better yesterday when i wrote this on my lunch i feel like i had a lot more to say. also i think i was just generally more absentminded today i focused really hard at work and stayed off that GOTDANG phone. i think im way better at my job when im not drinking. probably helps to not be in internal organ pain <3_<3 so many sweets at work the past couple days for some reason?? yesterday there was a random uncle tetsu cheesecake and tosh gave me a chocolate bar. then today someone brought a dozen krispy kremes and we had a little self serve easter treat bar and everyone also got a treat bag. OFFICE LIVIN! the most interesting thing i did today was smoke one of the herbal cigarettes that i ordered for kate and i from amazon and let me tell you it was CRAZY! i tried to take a video reacting to it but got cut off after all i said was “what the hell” but what i wanted to say was What the hell that feels just like a cigarette but also not it tastes like incense. Moral of the story i really like them and might have to make them a recurring thing over the summer. i am procrastinating my chores again tonight because i always choose sleep self over groggy morning self when my eyes start to feel heavy. last night before i slept i couldnt get this line out of my head so i had to write it down: 

knuckle sucking sicko healing wounds with spit

not anything mindblowing more like an ear worm. i also wrote part of a new poem yesterday but everything i write has been sad and i dont wanna share it with u spaceheyers. turns out i can still ramble like a mofo even when my head feels empty. sleep tight lovebugs