just woke up from a vauge weird ass dream where i was in a house with the homestuck trolls (im nowhere near done with the story????) i was a human and i think we attempted 2 bring human animals and objects like birds and rats and shit. idk where we were but we werent on earth. anyway karkat and gamzee decided 2 start making out 4 no reason and then i tried explaining to gamzee what type of animal... » Continue Reading
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OKAY SO B4 YOU JUDGE ME..... HEAR ME OUT... so this happened almost 3 weeks ago now, but the reason why i didnt mention it until now was that it is the MOST embarrassing thing that has ever fucking happened 2 me. now, im finally ready 2 share because well... honestly its hilarious. and well, i cant exactly share the full story with most people and i have to dumb down how genuinely embarrassing it ... » Continue Reading
wouldnt put this as a actual blog entry (beacuz it doesnt have a date at the start) so ill try 2 make it short. soooooo.... yesterday my friend asked me if I wanted 2 hang out in my local area. i already got sus vibes from this beacuz of tree (another person who i had to reject) from a few months back. but i was like, whatever. im desperate for social face 2 face with kids my age. but i REALLY do... » Continue Reading
im currently using that "burner phone" ive been talking about. and yesterday i got my iphone back! but, it has restrictions on it. which is unacceptable, so heres the game plan. use this phone until its 2 much of a pain, which could probably take like idk few months? maybe more? i kinda like this piece of junk hehe. the screens 2 big tho. anyway once i get sick of it i wipe the iphone and keep thi... » Continue Reading
found out about this game, or mod i guess. i watched some guy talk about it and then watched jacksepticeye's playthrough on it! i have totally no interest in doom but i honestly thought the game was horrifically beautiful. so gorgeous. so haunting. and even though its pretty much stated that the game is based off liminal spaces and house of leaves i cant help but think like dude... this is SO yum... » Continue Reading
Positive -I got to have fun listening to music and watching youtube -school wasnt awful, just eh. -didnt feel like kms :D -no major awful event happened -no anxiety Negatives -felt lonely and depressed all day -the people i was going to hang out with cancelled -had basically no food today -art group i went to for the first time was lonley -the person picking me up was late so i just stared at the... » Continue Reading
Today I wondered something. After realising that I'm going to have to re-experience the nightmare I faced the year before, this time with my soul torn and broken and my body tired, » Continue Reading
ever since my mum had taken my stuff from me due to the stuff that happened b4 the nightmare week, its been almost 3 weeks since ive gotten my phone back. im getting close-ish to getting it back but, still. its made me think. my parents, especially my mother, always forget about me. and as the years progress, they've become more and more forgetful. i know thats def my mums thing but i think the re... » Continue Reading
okay so things are finally getting back to normal! I STILL haven't gotten my phone back, but that's more or less just my mum straight up forgetting to give it back 2 me. I just gotta remind her 4 now. she said that if I'm doing school in my room she should take my stuff out of my room and just leave me with my school laptop. which I get, but considering she can't even remember to give me my phone ... » Continue Reading