26/04/20XX - Pretty average diary entry

okay so things are finally getting back to normal! I STILL haven't gotten my phone back, but that's more or less just my mum straight up forgetting to give it back 2 me. I just gotta remind her 4 now. she said that if I'm doing school in my room she should take my stuff out of my room and just leave me with my school laptop. which I get, but considering she can't even remember to give me my phone back after two weeks I REALLY doubt that's going to happen. also, even if that happens I have youtube accessible on the school laptop so it doesn't matter. I can just do shit on there.

I feel like I have a lot of hope back, and things arent as scary anymore. life is getting repeatative agian but its better knowing that when I turn 15, i could have my life changed by this new alternative school I've been wanting to go to since last year. the future it brighter than I imagined. but lets not dwell 2 much.

media wise, basically the same as b4 without as bad of a looming sense of depression and dread and lack of passion or WAYY too much passion.
back into reading homestuck daily. janes finally in the medium and i ADORE the song accompanied by her first planet! im such a sucker 4 anything rain related, hehe. tots reminded me of that song from the classic royale high map that plays at night. HUGE NASTOLGIA!!! (RH song is TCHU- Light by suicide sheeep btw :)
there was a part of the song that did sound weird af tho. like it sounded like some1 was just eating? dunno wassup with that but whatever.

And watchin jerma as per usual. ive been watching a bit more cdwagva as well, he actually got me into jerma after i saw he joined the house flipper thing! ive been watching connor since 2021 b4 he actually started streaming and like thats sooo COOL! like image being in a call with jerma??

as someone who went to a convention and saw emirichu and heard her speaking on a panel my mind actually EXPLODED. i know that online celebrities are just normal geezers like every1 else, but my brain literally could not COMPREHEND the idea of hearing emily actually speak irl. that convention sucked ass and i didnt even get to actually see her, but that was still so awesome. imagine that with fucking jerma or markipler or dantdm or something. GONE, my soul is OBLITERATED.

im gonna talk about my ocs on my next post! see have a look out 4 that :)