"going through it"
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
i don't know where to begin. it's been a year since my last entry (which is to say, i have been doing a bunch of shit elsewhere bc i'm a bona-fide adult kinda), and a year has so many days huh. i wanna talk about how i've managed to put myself out there in a strange turn of events. just gathering the gut to submit to exhibitions literally switched something on in my teeny brain. i'm somewhere else... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im graduating next week and it feels insane to even consider that i am. i feel so mixed about it, anxious even, but im mostly just so ready to get on with my next phase in life. like i deserve that change of pace okay i really do. buuut there's one thing — i got covid last week :) okay its not so bad if i skip the disorientation, turn of events, incapacitated period, bc i finally got to get some ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
looks like i'm starting a new blog segment called shower thoughts bc i have too many and ive got nothing better to do when i have time. anything i say here are mostly my informed personal thoughts, and no i will not place sources. research on your own bc i believe in self-agency, besides, this is a blog, not a thesis paper . be nice to my comments section and enjoy! --- » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
my relationship with death is one of mutual interest its hard to find immediate people to talk about death with because of how touchy, gloomy, and misunderstood the subject is. none of which is anyone's fault -- death is understandably scary. but after reading multiple testimonies on near-death experiences, post-death theories, etc., i've come to terms with that death is much easier than life in t... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
hyper anonymous message boards were the shit though lbr? does anyone remember space e-mail from tumblr 2013-2014? it was a message-in-a-bottle type platform where you could send emails to a database, and you can receive random emails from random time periods? it's still up and running, and i know it boomed for a bit but now its web presence clapped hard so im lowkey looking for my people HAHAHA » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
theres a niche here -- i can see it so as per my last post re: my experiences on gamedev, i rly hope spacehey gives us more embed flexibility. imagine embedding your web-based games here from itch.io, like thats rly fucking cool? not that its necessary but i think its neat id love to make a lightweight web-based game that i can just plop onto my profile. it feels fitting. can i mix this ide » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
i feel detached from it, but also the crave to return is big so i'm a graduating game dev student who majored in programming buuut is an artist 80% of the time (bc its my primary skillset) i got really burned out say 3 years ago? but now that i'm finishing thesis and all that, it hit me that i really want to have the passion i lost (and all the better if its newfound passion) i really » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
this is cool and all, but lets floor it >:) so after some fiddling around spacehey, getting to know the interface and everything, i've decided to list down a few things that would be really cool to have here. espc given that it's not a one-to-one myspace replica. profile edit text formatting right now, the only place with visual text formatting is the blog entry page. it's really » Continue Reading
Category: Life
is blogging actually back or am i hallucinating i'm 2 years late for the party i was supposed to be invited to -- im kidding, i just really like this. i never experience myspace either? i was an fb kid from the start (mostly thanks to family influence), but i never really... saw myspace happen. friendster, i did. myspace? a fucking mystery. so i also know this aint myspace but its a rly nice clon... » Continue Reading
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