How I discovered the "Dumb Phone" (skip this part if you don't feel like it but please dear God read the rest i have spent so fucking long on this shit) : Firstly, what is a dumbphone? I'm so glad you asked, random user. A dumbphone is essentially a dumbed down version of a smart-phone, something that you use for necessity, not to overwhelm yourself in tech. It decentralizes the phone, creating a ... » Continue Reading
i know this is a little silly, but i figured i could list my hair/skincare routines haha no apparent reason just want to write them somewhere Skincare 1. wash the face with Cerave (idk its the green bottle) 2. dab dry with a towel 3. rice toner (from amazon, it's cheap but it is great!) 4. hyaluronic acid 5. retinol 6. moisturizer (i use neutrogina or however its spelt) 7. every day low spf sunsc... » Continue Reading
Today i set up my brand new hydroponic system. For me, as a plant nerd and ag major, this is a dream come true. i can't wait to experiment with it! Right now, i am germinating some lettuce, spinach, and dill to grow. i am also going to experiment with peppers and marigolds since i have heard marigolds do an alright job growing at the same pH as lettuce but the peppers is just because i have had so... » Continue Reading
i stayed up late last night, woke up early, had too much coffee, had a great time with my dad and his family. it was the only break ive had in a long time besides the small argument my boyfriend and i got into on the way there, something stupid, avoidable as usual. when we got home last night i went to bed after wayyyyy too much coffee. i went to bed and had a horrible dream i woke up in between ... » Continue Reading
my dad scheduled a fancy dinner tonight for our entire family which im super excited for since i havent gone out for dinner with my family in ages and my boyfriend was also invited this time!! we are going to this really nice place and i have been super poor since ive moved out from my dad and hes making more so its going to be really weird to sit in that environment again but im so excited that ... » Continue Reading
i did it. i finally finished it after days of procrastinating, working hard, trying to get my shit together, and not even eating. i have lived off of french fries for the past week trying to finish this shit because it was the only thing that wasn't time-consuming to make. it was 15 pages by the time i was done. my prof is extremely strict, so even though i put my best effort into this to flesh i... » Continue Reading
god i just dont want to do it im sitting here crying about it right now because not only have i procrastinated it until now but i just still dont even wanna do it i have always loved english and i have gotten amazing grades all throughout highschool (even in ap classes) but now that im in college i fucking hate this so much this professor actually makes me want to die ive never done so horribly ... » Continue Reading
i wrote this with the image in mind of seeing a spaceship! check it out! https://nottheseason.bandcamp.com/track/woah-a-spaceship its the first time in my opinion that ive written something worthwhile i mean i feel like it would be good for in a game or something idk but let me know what you think!! » Continue Reading
the one that got away oh my god this one is so long lololol but its about an old man looking back on the woman he wished he spent more time with i dont know why i wrote it but yeah so this one is about an old man writing a letter to his lover from years previous he didnt care for her properly, give her his full attention, he dismissed her, then one day he left her out of no where later he realize... » Continue Reading
the full moon we didnt see this one is about... you guessed it! my mom lol im sorry for all the poems about her, shes my best muse. i think of her constantly and i want to keep her alive in the imagery of my writing the greasy fish we fried and ate and you would even eat the bones you sliced my filet into pieces and when you crunched, scrunched up my nose » Continue Reading
you answered the phone yet another poem because i never ever get tired of writing them this one is about a day that i had 7 years ago, someone special was there for me and i still remember it and feel incredibly happy thinking about it stuck in a bathroom stall not sure what to do, who to call what is wrong? everything is wrong but you answered the phone called everybody w » Continue Reading
current feelings: i feel really overwhelmed with school right now my essay was extended and so was my presentation and i think i might have done okay on my bio test yesterday but im just so worried all my dreams will be crushed by my own stupidity especially with finals coming up will i ever reach the potential i see in myself? my eng prof is incredibly strict about grading and i keep messing up ... » Continue Reading