"I know I’m not your favourite record"
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One of my friends on here just posted some band shirts they made so I thought I’d share mine (2nd attempt of posting this) All the references were found across Google and Pinterest but I can’t remember which is which now Death Cab for Cutie (my fave band) -using fabric paint ^front if shirt » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
14/01/25 i will be your Ferdinand and you my wayward girl i think maybe i cry too much over it but it means i am alive and i have the capacity to love. and maybe i feel broken but i'm not. at least not yet. and i would wait in the cold for much longer than you'd let me we've got a lot. which means a lot to lose and that's why we get scared. but it will be ok. there's a lot of colour shades a gree... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
10/01/25 and in the choir i saw a sad messiah i think i see it differently. i think if i were to read it again now, i would understand his anger and why he threw those tables up and why people got hurt. i think that maybe sometimes a religious experience isn't a single moment, it's months of learning, longer even. that's why you don't notice. it could all be over soon. now it's a choice. on how t... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
28/12/24 also, she had a cat and she played the guitar christmas felt less cold this year. like i’m still waiting for it. but i’m not and i feel ok. things change but change can be good. maybe next year i’ll feel better again. i’m so excited to live and meet people and see places and feel comfortable in my skin. and feel new and not broken If feeling this good is a sin, let’s do it all over again ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
03/12/24 life is much more successfully looked at from a single window 14 days it's ok. people will be there. i'll feel wanted and warm no matter how bleak this winter is. i'm scared i'll get scared. i'm making problems where there aren't any. and i told him something i shouldn't have - too honest. an honest mistake. a mistake of honesty. he didn't get it and now i feel like everything we do is... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
26/11/24 that one song that's too violent to be recommended by a maths teacher the only thing that makes me feel less afraid is music. the words of a stranger 23 years ago and suddenly i'm a little less scared of the inevitable and i want to make music to make someone feel less afraid. but when i found out she wanted that too i realised how juvenile i was to think i could make anything worthwhile... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
25/11/24 and i was never able to reach her the instrumental beginning of 'crystal baller' by third eye blind reminds me of 'landslide' and did you understand what i meant? and it's not getting harder but for a brief moment i thought i'd been delusional, thinking i'd just have to feel this way forever. but then i saw you again looking a little more happy and a little more scruffy and i realised al... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
11/11/24 the face that launched a thousand ships and if you can't get me alone will you still think i'm pretty? cause you say it all the time and sometimes i think it but only when i'm alone and unobserved like an angel, it only happens when you're not looking. and i wouldn't change anything. i just wish i was better. prettier, yes. but stronger more than anything i wish i was as strong as him... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
24/10/24 something historic happened today and if we had done it, where would we be now? in the backseat? or exchanging kisses instead of glances? and who would get hurt? i wish, for your sake, i wasn't so selfish. i wish i was kinder. and i wish that when you wanted to change, everyone would go along with it. i want to be kinder and i want everyone to let me do that rather than always expecting ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
22/10/24 the lord has stopped talking to me and she said she had to get away cause she couldn't be bothered to listen to us argue again but i thought we were joking. i mean, i purposefully provoked a clearly meaningless argument. it was about nothing but doesn't she get that i need to talk to you somehow? and she asked "how does this keep happening" which upset me cause you don't feel more than m... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
15/10/24 the edge of everything i can't believe it. i asked for it. i asked for all of this. i got what i wanted. God, there really is some sick irony to my whole life, isn't there? my obsession with film and meticulous detail has led to it bleeding into my reality. references to things no one knows about, cyclical narrative, ridiculous parallels. the most ridiculous things have been happening. bu... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
10/10/24 it changes when the sun goes down i saw that on a wall on the way back and then i cried. and you didn't see cause you didn't really look at me, you looked through me. and when you meet my eyes you don't even hold hatred for me and that is worse. i want you to know that i care and of course i love you. and it's been really hard for me too. and that won't mean anything to you cause why shou... » Continue Reading
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