you're just jealous cause we're young and in love

26/11/24

that one song that's too violent to be recommended by a maths teacher

the only thing that makes me feel less afraid is music. the words of a stranger 23 years ago and suddenly i'm a little less scared of the inevitable 

and i want to make music to make someone feel less afraid. but when i found out she wanted that too i realised how juvenile i was to think i could make anything worthwhile

i just want to say something old, new, borrowed, blue 


is that what you call a getaway? well, tell me what you got away with


every word is nonsense but i understand, oh lord, i'm not ready for this sort of thing

you said things that were too much to be said by a boy like you about a girl like me. i'm only 17. and you must know it wasn't a decision. it's a burden. and it was fun. and now it hurts. and i would have been too much for you. and if things were the way they re but a little different, what would you want? and what would your parents want? 

i'm still just a kid and you're all something else


this is a lesson in procrastination 

i just want it all to stop for just a minute. to feel alone but not lonely. something  quiet. my mind doesn't drift 

i want to mean something 

nothing i do means anything 

i haven't done anything 

i've got nothing to say 


capital M-E 

i know, i know, it's not that difficult to see you 

physically 

it is not difficult to travel and stand in front of you and look you in the eye 


i think it's about a car crash 

when do i look most at peace? 

if you give A up you can have B 

i want to give up all together 

but i want 

i don't feel empty but i feel full of something like sawdust. 

roadkill 


i was just trying to look forward to something and i got my hopes up again. i forget that bad luck is much easier. i just wanted to feel wanted on a day i feel shit 


hope you're all ok 

yours, miss misery 


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