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Category: Writing and Poetry
07/10/24 Hi-Fidelity gets the better of me part one there are three times a boy will look at you with awe if you're lucky the first time is when he firsts sees you. really sees you. really looks at you in all your glory cause your hair looks good and your makeup is clean and you look the way they like, whether you mean to or not. but anyway, he really looks at you and notices the length of yo » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
03/10/2024 yesterday i got so old, it made me want to cry you are too young and too full of life to worry about something as trivial as Death. i am hoping, for your sake, that if i diminish it, it will go away. it will leave us alone. i will have the strength to protect you. i will do whatever it takes. i know you're scared but i promise we will be ok. we just get scared to prepare ourselves. you... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
24/09/24 and you'll never read this i'm sorry for being insensitive. i'm sorry for never thinking before i speak. that's all i can say that i'm sorry i keep spilling every secret without spilling any secrets at all and he held her hand and she told him to forget and he swore never to forget and she did not cry. what will it take to teach you that there is more than this? and that in your searc... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
19/09/24 missing kids on milk cartons i'm leaving everything until the last minute and i'm only putting effort in to the minimal things. what can i do? i can't change but i can. i won't i'm getting sick of myself in terms of school but also, i'm feeling more myself lately. i've always had a pretty good idea of who i am and who i want to be. recently i'm feeling a little more like who i want to b... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
17/09/24 say it like you mean it i've given up i have not given in they are different it makes me wish that i was better it's weird not seeing you around but it's freeing i used to say i was in love with you. i didn't want to say "i love you" i wanted to say "i'm in love with you" because that seemed deeper, more romantic now i know that wasn't true and oh my god i'm so glad i never said it ca... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
12/09/24 It's colder than it oughta be, It's warmer where you're waiting it's not that there's nothing there. it's that what is there isn't something i want. I'm always afraid of being too much and not being enough. at least i know with you, that's not the case. it's much worse than that and I'm sorry maybe in ten years I'll regret this but right now I'm not at the point in my life where it's wor... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
06/09/24 Roswell '47 there is something seriously wrong with me but i like it. you haven't learnt yet and I'm still shiny and new and, i guess, so are you I'll do my best to keep it that way i'm actually excited for monday i've been writing a lot less and it's all your fault don't worry, i'll forgive you concrete bed i've been waiting. this is a good start to the year she told me i'm n » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
02/09/24 I’m finally back I was dreading that trip Now I wish I could go back and savour it a bit more And now I have a reason to leave my bedroom Now I have a reason to get on the train. A better reason She’s electric, she’s in a family full of eccentrics I think everything’s falling apart But I feel safe and I feel wanted and I feel happy and that’s the way it should be. I’ll keep this t... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
21/08/24 I need to get a grip There’s something rotting me from the inside out. When will I collapse? Hopefully soon I am tired I am in love with the idea of being in love I think that means I’ll have to wait a while That’s how these things work I’ve seen so many marriages fall to pieces I know what I don’t want Can you make me satisfied in every » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
20/08/24 I’m an angel undercover I’m a bitch, I’m a lover I’m a child, I’m a mother I’m a sinner, I’m a saint Come on, come on. I’m waiting. You’re taking your time and that’s fine. Just don’t try to save me. Take me as I am Be the stronger man Make me the same That song is the introduction to my self image. Pretty accurate, am I right? What a beautiful disaster » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
18/08/24 One day, the sadness will end So maybe I’m meeting you on Thursday. And maybe you’ll bring it up. And maybe I’ll tell you the truth And maybe you’ll realise it’s not supposed to feel right. 10 things I hate about you If there were ever a perfect word to describe myself, it would be ‘bitch’ I’m a bitch to you and I wish I was better. Only for you. I’m trying to be good for you but al... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
17/08/24 Only four months And then what? I’m free? You don’t have to pay for me anymore? You already don’t. I’m really sad about us I really love your name but I couldn’t name my son that because I won’t have one I’m too scared of being a disappointment of a parent It’s a really pretty name but it’s yours now. And I can never use it because you’d think I was honouring you This is the least t... » Continue Reading
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