It's been a long time since I last wrote on here, one because I actually made another blog for awhile, but I also haven't had my own computer in a while since I used to use my parents computer while I was still living with them. So this computer I bought is entirely from my own work. I want to write on here becaus actually I prefer the looks of this one then my blogspot....TT I cannot deny that I ... » Continue Reading
this feels way too personal, but reading my (private) old blogs from last year is crazy. I literally dropped out a few months after that. I was struggling then and I know it but now idrk wtf I'm doing either. What tf am I doing???? Literally nothing. I know for the life of me school was killing me and draining me of life but now I feel dull to compare to the me over half a year ago. I'm doing thin... » Continue Reading
I’m writing this right now because it genuinely mind boggles me that we live like this as a society. It’s sickening to see that society normalizes that school and work tires you out. We’ve normalized this concept that if you work hard and are productive then that means success or being a good person. Why? I feel myself dying inside every day when information is just stuffed » Continue Reading
what do i desire, who do i admire right now.? i think generally at this moment, if anything brings you into a state of love and pleasure that's a big sign that that is strongly within you and for me that means to show what is truly important to me... truly.. it's hard when you feel like th » Continue Reading
It's quite stunning as to how we cannot express our entire being all at once into words. That's why i should just take things one day at a time, and just express that what i feel at the moment, because then eventually, from the collection of expressions, everyone can make an image, of a multidimensional being, of a person with depth and that is living in their own skin instead of being themselves ... » Continue Reading