14.03.2023 long time no see

It's been a long time since I last wrote on here, one because I actually made another blog for awhile, but I also haven't had my own computer in a while since I used to use my parents computer while I was still living with them. So this computer I bought is entirely from my own work. I want to write on here becaus actually I prefer the looks of this one then my blogspot....TT I cannot deny that I did invest lots of time to customize this site, so it kind of also is frustrating to see that some things changed by itself TT

but whatever......

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so what did I really want to say...

well let me say my intention! I really want to make my own site on neocities..... it is honestly overwhelming after I haven't touched html and css for like a good year or more........ so even though I really don't want to and think I'll work it out.... bruh I think it'll take too long... or you know what.... I just want to figure out how to make boxes again and like while I'm at it I should revise for like lets so I'll devote 15 minutes min on it... or lets say 5..... bruh I can def sit on my comouter focusing on that for 5 minutes at least. And time lets say 9am... I usually donÄt wake up early but today I did and it felt really nice even tho I was battling a bit in my bed... but once I took a shower.... and i think sitting on the floor is better... I know the bed is super comfy but..... with big reward comes big sacrifice  ... but like i also as a dominant Ne user (cognitive functions lol) it feels sooooo hard to really decide on one thing unless I am more surre. but at the same time in my experience I could never wait until that feeling of certainty suddenly comes out of thin air... I just gotta try give it a trial and see if it can build up energetically... yea that's how it is... I think sometimes I feel like I already have a pool of energetic abundance but building up new habits make me realize I don't actually have experience utilizing this medium. So it's normal I don't have good assocations with the process yet........

I'll do it, see you later ><