13.Jan 2022 ♡ Learning should be fulfilling

I’m writing this right now because it genuinely mind boggles me that we live like this as a society. It’s sickening to see that society normalizes that school and work tires you out. 

We’ve normalized this concept that if you work hard and are productive then that means success or being a good person. Why? I feel myself dying inside every day when information is just stuffed into my brain and then we literally have to write about it next week. 

We are treated like producing machines, the system wasn’t built so we can learn, they just want to turn us into producing machines. I’ve had a lot of special opportunities in my life where I can take a lot of time off school and I think it has made me a lot less immune to the lifestyle and the lack of your best interest that comes with school. Every time I go to school, I feel like I’m suppressing myself. I’m shutting my mind up. School and even your 9/5 work doesn’t even consider the psychology or the build up of us as humans. A lot of people weren’t born to live like this. 

Why isn’t the education system that we first step into as kids not here for the expansion of our best selves and why is the top priority of this education system not to truly educate what will serve us as individuals, but serve us in a capitalistic society. Yup. That’s exactly it. I don’t want to explain myself. Stop making me hate learning. I don’t want to devote my time and energy into a lifestyle that doesn’t even serve the emotional wellbeing and expansion of most individuals. I’m tired of explaining, rationalizing and spitting out things from my ass. This doesn’t make sense to me!!!