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Can things stop drastically changing my life unexpectedly? Please? Please???? So, apparently I'm set to graduate by the end of this year? I honestly didn't know until now. I'm still not sure if I am or not. But if I am, I'm sort of really terrified. Like, this is it. This is the rest of my life. I need a job so I can start buying the house or a house. Some house needs to be bought. First order of ... » Continue Reading
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I'm on the brink of actually crashing out, chat. Two nights ago, I had a horrible stress nightmare. It was similar to the one I had about a month or so ago where I was sitting on the porch of a house listening to a party going on that I couldn't join. This time, I was following my boyfriend around some house party or something and he'd speak to everyone but me. Which is ridiculous. We've gone out... » Continue Reading
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I was panicking, but now I am not so sure that it was even warranted. A quote that has unironically saved my life is "Don't trust your thoughts past 9 P.M." because the great deal of melancholy that washes over me ought to be studied. I'm not even sure for what. Maybe a study on defective brains or lovesickness or something. I'm currently reading The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Trip which, to summari... » Continue Reading
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Goodness, all day I've been thinking and thinking and wanting to write and now that I'm here, I don't know how to begin this entry. Perhaps I should start with Halloween. It's already this Thursday and I'm a bit troubled by it. My boyfriend wants us to go hang out with the girl we met in L.A. and believe me, I think that sounds really nice. We'll go to a party, have some drinks, I'll dress as Gir... » Continue Reading
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What's 9+10? I've been doing well the past few days. Just exhausted if anything and anxious because of midterms. In typical fashion, every important paper and exam I need to complete has been announced all at once. The only silver lining is that I'm that much closer to wrapping up my second to last semester and in just a few more months I'll be gone. On tuesday, I did my best to focus on the pape... » Continue Reading
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Goodness I should be in bed, but I was and then I started to think so ferociously it ached. I saw him like a post on lost love and it all just hit me. You see, he's still very much grieving his last relationship. He'll tell me he's alright, but he thinks of her still when he's drunk and won't call me by the girlfriend title still, though that is what I am to him he says. And it just - I don't know... » Continue Reading
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Last night, me and my boyfriend were talking about this idea he had. The gist of it was hosting some sort of event that had board games and such to play. He started on a question, but no sooner interrupted it with "Wait, you wouldn't know what girls like." While he was completely right and does similarly struggle with figuring out what other men like, it got me thinking about my very odd, nearly n... » Continue Reading
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I've become so lazy when it comes to school. It's not even funny anymore, it's just becoming worrisome. Usually, I'm pretty on top of things when it comes to essays or assignments in general, but I've been so sluggish about it. I have an essay due for peer review next thursday, but I've not even started yet. I've reread the short story I want to cover and have a bit of an idea of what I want to wr... » Continue Reading
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Yesterday was really fun. Me and him went out to Amoeba when it first opened so we could be sure to get a ticket in. I got the 20th anniversary prints and he got the hard » Continue Reading
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Someday I will have a huge bed. Not queen size or king size, but some other third thing. It'll consume the room in mattress. There will only be so much space so I can line my plushies along the end and my lover will still have room to lay down with me. It will be the ultimate nest! Tomorrow me and my bf are heading out to Hollywood! We're going for the Scott Pilgrim signing and I'm super excited!!... » Continue Reading
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I'm a little tipsy, but I want to write. I'm listening to the playlist me and him made of songs we'd like to cover when we get our band sorted out. I still remember that night, laying on my stomach feeling the downy softness of his blanket on my elbows, my side pressed against his thigh, and the way he kissed me when I said hearing Weezer out in public always brought along thoughts of him. I also... » Continue Reading
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So, yesterday in class, we workshopped the book I'm writing (both in general and for my thesis) and I was honestly surprised to figure out my writing had set out and accomplished what I wanted to convey through it. The introduction chapter confused people, but not alienated them, so they had a desire to read further which is what I hoped would happen. I kind of just wanted to drop the reader in th... » Continue Reading
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