I've bought my ticket! I'm going to Mexico for the spring! That doesn't mean I'm going to stop writing here though. Far from it probably. Where I'm staying, there's a park right across the street. I bought myself a new mini notebook yesterday so I can visit the park and read books from the library and write. I am planning on taking a huge social media detox while I'm over there though. There's no... » Continue Reading
I AM DONE!!!! I HAVE FINISHED!!!!! NO MORE SCHOOL FOR ME EVER AGAIN IN MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!! So, this week, finals week, was the most busy and brutal week in my life. I caught a cold on Monday which definitely didn't help motivation, but I did it!!! Commencement is tomorrow and then it's off to where ever life takes me! Me and Boyfriend currently plan on going to Mexico... » Continue Reading
The hair on my legs straightens down just like the hair above your lip. Tequila wrestles your tongue, resuscitating golden hair and silver eyes through soft, pink lips. I wish I'd known you then. I would have bit my tongue 'til it bled, b » Continue Reading
Sacrifices. Stone cold sacrifices. I caught a cold. It's not super bad, I've had worse, but it sucks because today's Boyfriend's birthday. And though he's out of town, I feel guilty that I didn't stay up to wish him a happy birthday at midnight last night. I should've stayed up to call him even though I was tired. Finals have been taking everything out of me. Whatever this stupid illness hasn't t... » Continue Reading
AHHHHH!!!!! I WANT TO EXERCISE BUT I CAN'T FIND ANY TIME TO!!!!!! I've been glued to this chair working on finals for an entire week and my legs are starting to feel like gelatin. It's not the end of the world that I haven't, but I'd really like to get on the treadmill for an hour to stretch my legs. Also, Boyfriend wants to open his place up as a little anime maid pop up cafe. I agreed to help hi... » Continue Reading
My words, like rainfall, puddle at your feet. Snail infested lakes flood crevices in the sidewalk. Your eyes, drawn down, evade the clouds smoking us out of our den with water. You cannot refer to me with anything other than grit teeth. » Continue Reading
I dreamt I was pregnant. It's weird because that's the first time I've ever dreamt such a thing. I guess I've considered it before, being a mom, but that's very much a thing for sometime like a decade from now. I remember boyfriend took me out on a fishing date before I was to go in for an abortion. I had hesitated to tell him because I was worried he'd say something sweet and I'd end up keeping i... » Continue Reading
It's true, Black Friday isn't at all what it used to be. Today me and my sister went out to shop around and I only bought myself the first NGE omnibus and an LPS Iguana from Five Below and neither were on sale. In fact, NGE costed me $27 and would've been cheaper online after applying a discount. Though shipping would've ran me a bit. I guess it's led me to being down about next year. Sure I'm gr... » Continue Reading
Happy thanksgiving to all who celebrate! And if ya don't, have a wonderful Thursday November 28th 2024!!! Last night me and Boyfriend went out to the Birdcage for the last open mic night of the year. He'd called me earlier that day to organize a last minute performance of a Cafe Tacvba song and I sang while he did guitar!!! We also did a cover of Creep by Radiohead on the spot and it went really ... » Continue Reading
For school, I'm reading My Year of Meats and I've grown very fond of the character Akiko and how she's written. While at first I was quite upset that I had to put The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Trip down until my essay on the book is finished, I'm very much enjoying this book too! Akiko isn't the main character of the book, and here's where I talk about spoilers (you've been warned), she's the wife o... » Continue Reading
I am so thankful for him. He is so loving of me. This is what I know to be the truth. I feel cured of something ghastly. The pain in my chest has subsided. The storm is over, the sun is out again. Quite literally as well. Friday, me and him had a nice, drunken heart to heart and in explaining what I feel, I've found what I needed in order to process it. I'm unsure whether it's age, graduation lo... » Continue Reading
"I'm a chill guy who lowkey don't give a fuck," I whisper to myself. I crack open the window to receive the sun and brew another tea. November is the worst month. It's the Thursday of the whole year. The end is so close. New beginnings are already bleeding through and yet, it is here, on the cusp of the final countdown, where things must be in a constant state of movement to reach their conclusion... » Continue Reading