Journal #40

I AM DONE!!!! I HAVE FINISHED!!!!! NO MORE SCHOOL FOR ME EVER AGAIN IN MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!

So, this week, finals week, was the most busy and brutal week in my life. I caught a cold on Monday which definitely didn't help motivation, but I did it!!! Commencement is tomorrow and then it's off to where ever life takes me! 

Me and Boyfriend currently plan on going to Mexico together. We'd spend about one-three month(s) down there which is incredibly big. I still need to get my ticket which we'll do tonight when he comes over. This is such a huge step for me. We've never had the opportunity to live together for such a long time. We've had sleepovers, sure and spent a night away at a hotel but this is living living! Like, this could make or break us it's that serious. But it's also alright because I have faith we're going to do very well together as we always have. I plan on volunteering at the English library in town and working on a poetry collection. It's still an idea, though, so my project might change. I'm also relearning Spanish. I know the basics, but I'm no where near fluent so I've got to get good to make it over there on my own while Boyfriend's busy. Really, this is all just dreaming as the ticket really determines whether I'm able to go with him or not. My parents don't want me travelling alone even though I think I'd be able to navigate just fine, but it's more up to them than me. 

I'm really nervous and excited and I just hope I'm able to go with Boyfriend! I want to live somewhere nice and walkable and pretty. I want to learn more about my culture and I want to spend lots of time with him!