Welcome to my page! Before you go on reading whatever it is I've got posted here, let me go through some rules and things you should know. MINORS DNI!!! I'm a grown woman writing about grown woman things! Not all of my work touches on, well, touchy sub » Continue Reading
Happy thanksgiving to all who celebrate! And if ya don't, have a wonderful Thursday November 28th 2024!!! Last night me and Boyfriend went out to the Birdcage for the last open mic night of the year. He'd called me earlier that day to organize a last minute performance of a Cafe Tacvba song and I sang while he did guitar!!! We also did a cover of Creep by Radiohead on the spot and it went really ... » Continue Reading
For school, I'm reading My Year of Meats and I've grown very fond of the character Akiko and how she's written. While at first I was quite upset that I had to put The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Trip down until my essay on the book is finished, I'm very much enjoying this book too! Akiko isn't the main character of the book, and here's where I talk about spoilers (you've been warned), she's the wife o... » Continue Reading
I am so thankful for him. He is so loving of me. This is what I know to be the truth. I feel cured of something ghastly. The pain in my chest has subsided. The storm is over, the sun is out again. Quite literally as well. Friday, me and him had a nice, drunken heart to heart and in explaining what I feel, I've found what I needed in order to process it. I'm unsure whether it's age, graduation lo... » Continue Reading
"I'm a chill guy who lowkey don't give a fuck," I whisper to myself. I crack open the window to receive the sun and brew another tea. November is the worst month. It's the Thursday of the whole year. The end is so close. New beginnings are already bleeding through and yet, it is here, on the cusp of the final countdown, where things must be in a constant state of movement to reach their conclusion... » Continue Reading
Empty as the soil once the flower bed's been pruned. Lost as a drop of rain, crashing, stomach-first, into the river. Hopeless as a promise, I will live. But my garden is long gone and my womb will be bare. @import url('https://fonts.googleap » Continue Reading
He is the blinding light in a shroud of darkness!!! He's the sea to my salt!!! He's the milk to my bitter coffee!!!! I am sick of being so sad so I'm going to yap about my boyfriend because I love him and because he doesn't shame me for being seasonally and generally down in the dumps! Last night I told him how I felt about everything, that I just wasn't feeling very fly like a g6 at the moment, a... » Continue Reading
I feel as though my writing is missing something. I'm currently working on chapter 7 and beginning chapter 8 of the book I'm writing as the second share for my thesis class is on the 22nd. But I've reached a problem. There are times where I need to call back on the mc's thoughts and rejection of her romantic feelings towards the love interest, but I feel like it's repetitive? Maybe it's supposed t... » Continue Reading
UGGGHHHHHHHH URGGHHHHHH AAUUUUGHHHHHHHH I can't find anything poetic to say about recent events so take these inhuman sounds of agony. The job hunt is still on. It's been on. It will never be off. But now I think I should shift gears to dedicating my new hypothetical paycheck to a running away fund in case my parents and my boyfriend move to Mexico in the next few years. I should probably learn S... » Continue Reading
I want him to come pluck the loneliness off of me like their ticks from tall grass. But what a task that is. To find me curled up in the dark, infested. Today I saw someone who looked just like an old friend. I went to her high school graduation with her family. I was the only one out of our group to show. She won't be coming to mine. And I am just beginning to grapple with it, but I've been grap... » Continue Reading
Hand to waist, hand to hand we move in time to no one's song. Soles flat on linoleum, souls high past the ceiling over the clouds. The chance to orbit every star. E » Continue Reading
I've been handling liquor terribly as of late. I mean, certainly not the worst I've handled it, but I just seem to start silently sobbing in reaction to my own doubts. I had no business doubting his reciprocation of love for me because he proved it absolutely ten-fold. I don't know what it was. Usually he's the one thing I never cry about anymore, but I guess I just took some things personally and... » Continue Reading