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sol, 22, any pronouns, living in germany
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Category: Life
and it would make sense, if you think about it. two mentally ill, suicidal people done apart by life. i was fully prepared to never seen them again, not after all these years. in the end we did meet each other, by fate, in the same waiting room. it took me a long time to realize why i romanticized this moment. i used to think it was because i had a crush on them once, but that wasn't it. i really... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
- - i didn't mean to burn my halo with poison gas and earth's disease i was created with free will but cursed to not do as i please » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i have no interest in being happy, only satisfied. i have no interest in being happy, only satisfied. i have no interest in being happy, only satisfied. » Continue Reading
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Category: Games
not a lot of people seem to talk about these, so i thought i would spread the word. all are available to be wishlisted on steam right now, so you can keep track of them if you are interested! 1. Holstin developer: Sonka r » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
TW: this post briefly mentions mental illness and psychiatric treatment. please continue with caution or leave to keep safe. i have a horrifying confession to make. a silly one. a shameful one. all of these descriptors are true. i have » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
TW: this post talks about the topic of IRL stalking and my experiences with it. please continue with caution or leave to keep safe. i miss the times when i was more insignificant to people. not because i don't want to feel valued or appreciat » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
there is a lot of things i want to talk about, just to get it off my chest. but the more i think of it, the more i wonder, what the etiquette of spacehey really is. on vent, it is often acceptable in certain circles to document short outbursts of unfiltered frustration, hate without nuance. people would know it was just, well, 'venting'. it wasn't (most of the time) attributed to me personally. no... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
after all the months of waiting, i finally got an account export data from vent. it could have been done so much faster if not for the fact that the owner, Jamie Druitt, decided not to process initial request after the app survived afterall. the new, manual request, which i learned about Randomly ONLY THIS WEEK took two days and now i can safely delete this cursed app from my phone. » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
so weird how phones have taken over my life. not even in a bad way, just how... convenient they are. i can entertan mayself without a phone. i can fidget without it. i can listen to music on my walkman when i'm on the go (...i don't have an mp3). i can use an alarm clock to wake me up. i can use a calendar to remember appointments. but rapid changes in class schedules, info about public transport,... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
vent imploding weirdly occured in my first Depressive Episode Of The Year TM and oh boy. it feels so weird to have all these changes in dynamics. what do you mean i can't be on the outside looking in? what do you mean it's not as easy for me to access people's thoughts without carrying out a conversation with them? changes are hard, and these changes in particular force me to get out of my shell a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
i'm on my way to find a place for myself on the internet after recent development of vent-the-apps situation. it really feels like the community is on it's last legs and no other social media sticks. i'm gonna try to teach myself coding again so i can hang out here and maybe on neocities too. modern social media are just draining and icky and leave no room for creativity » Continue Reading
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