it's afternoon on january 2nd and soon i will be omw to my second house party of the year. i much prefer them to bars or clubs, but it's still something i would rather avoid, yet have no heart to miss. like, it has potential to be fun, but autism can quickly make it bad, you know? at least my darling with me and my friends are a bunch of nerds, so it shouldn't be too stressful. i look like a bum a... » Continue Reading
oh how i love people using pyrotechnics weeks before the actual new years, littering the ground and polluting the air. don't you just love climbing on a hill, looking down at the city and seeing smog covering the lights? i also love having to wear ear guards in my own neighbourhood because of the explosions of petards and fireworks while i avoid stupidly drunk people. yippe. my plans for this new ... » Continue Reading
'...c.ai is so fun' - get a rp partner. read a fanfic. write a fanfic. literally talk to a person that won't be saying exactly what you want to hear, i promise it's good for you. '...i can't afford to pay the artist' - ask for a request or artist's permission to use their art with credit. '...i can't draw' - neither could all the artists you admire when they started, pick up a pencil and learn. '.... » Continue Reading
WAIT. don't sleep yet. don't you ever think about how we don't actually know how medieval music sounds like? and how the publics idea of it has been ultimately skewed by hollywood and fantasy genre? granted, we do have some idea about tunes from the time based on surviving manuscripts and remains of the instruments. however, the actual melodies and the length of each carried tone is left really o... » Continue Reading
for autistic people and those easily overstimulated. this is more of a checklist for myself than anyone else, but i hope it may help you too for travel (if you are visiting your family by car or maybe a train) - make sure to not only pack, but also wear the most comfortable clothing possible. eliminate any tags that might scratch you during prolonged sitting. - if you are in a northern hemisphere,... » Continue Reading
*post paragraph about how kids belong on the internet too. this is a very nuanced, necessary and unique statement and totally not like others made every day for two weeks after some low effort ragebait got posted. i am so smart and not boring at all.* » Continue Reading
it's really fun following polish politics right now. you see, as a kid i really imagined all political debates to be this serious, constructive thing. of course, i was very wrong. i'm deligted to see the sejm's meeting being livestreamed on youtube, not just snippets being shown on tv. i swear, it's like reality tv. this feeling supports the fact, that the head of sejm right now is a man, who just... » Continue Reading
tried an true way not to land on 'most popular': 1. pick a vague subject text 2. write a post longer than a short paragraph this way kids or trolls won't bother reading it 👍 happy blogging » Continue Reading
just because of the recent talk about children being here, i have been thinking about this topic as a whole, just trying to collect my thoughts. especially since i have been reading about a certain parenting 'influencers' and how certain stuff can affect kids. i am not gonna name the names here but one of their younger daughters is 13 and stories about her and how she was treated made me think. ju... » Continue Reading
finally, after all this time i sorted in my 151 cards. i did not get many boosters back then (no alt art for me :c), but i found the whole series to be gorgeous, even the common cards. which is an opinion i don't hold often about any series! (S&V sucks rn kinda lmao) but anyway! here is a couple of cards. i wanted to put them all in a bulletin, but » Continue Reading
the ways people immediately demonize people with NPD is baffling, considering how much progress we supposedly made as a society when talking about mental illness. way too often i see people call narcissists 'monsters', diagnose people with Narcissistic Personality Disorder just because they were a bit mean... the fact that 'narcissist' is often synonymous with 'abuser' or 'toxic person' to the pub... » Continue Reading
something about winter and isolation makes me want to play animal crossing. last time i truly played, i was in a hospital, in a middle of covid outbreak, gaming with my darling through local play on switch, on either side of a closed door. and although my enviornment changed, this isolated, lonely feel » Continue Reading