it's really fun following polish politics right now. you see, as a kid i really imagined all political debates to be this serious, constructive thing. of course, i was very wrong. i'm deligted to see the sejm's meeting being livestreamed on youtube, not just snippets being shown on tv. i swear, it's like reality tv. this feeling supports the fact, that the head of sejm right now is a man, who just... » Continue Reading
tried an true way not to land on 'most popular': 1. pick a vague subject text 2. write a post longer than a short paragraph this way kids or trolls won't bother reading it 👍 happy blogging » Continue Reading
just because of the recent talk about children being here, i have been thinking about this topic as a whole, just trying to collect my thoughts. especially since i have been reading about a certain parenting 'influencers' and how certain stuff can affect kids. i am not gonna name the names here but one of their younger daughters is 13 and stories about her and how she was treated made me think. ju... » Continue Reading
finally, after all this time i sorted in my 151 cards. i did not get many boosters back then (no alt art for me :c), but i found the whole series to be gorgeous, even the common cards. which is an opinion i don't hold often about any series! (S&V sucks rn kinda lmao) but anyway! here is a couple of cards. i wanted to put them all in a bulletin, but » Continue Reading
the ways people immediately demonize people with NPD is baffling, considering how much progress we supposedly made as a society when talking about mental illness. way too often i see people call narcissists 'monsters', diagnose people with Narcissistic Personality Disorder just because they were a bit mean... the fact that 'narcissist' is often synonymous with 'abuser' or 'toxic person' to the pub... » Continue Reading
something about winter and isolation makes me want to play animal crossing. last time i truly played, i was in a hospital, in a middle of covid outbreak, gaming with my darling through local play on switch, on either side of a closed door. and although my enviornment changed, this isolated, lonely feel » Continue Reading
and it would make sense, if you think about it. two mentally ill, suicidal people done apart by life. i was fully prepared to never seen them again, not after all these years. in the end we did meet each other, by fate, in the same waiting room. it took me a long time to realize why i romanticized this moment. i used to think it was because i had a crush on them once, but that wasn't it. i really... » Continue Reading
i have no interest in being happy, only satisfied. i have no interest in being happy, only satisfied. i have no interest in being happy, only satisfied. » Continue Reading
not a lot of people seem to talk about these, so i thought i would spread the word. all are available to be wishlisted on steam right now, so you can keep track of them if you are interested! 1. Holstin developer: Sonka r » Continue Reading
TW: this post briefly mentions mental illness and psychiatric treatment. please continue with caution or leave to keep safe. i have a horrifying confession to make. a silly one. a shameful one. all of these descriptors are true. i have » Continue Reading
TW: this post talks about the topic of IRL stalking and my experiences with it. please continue with caution or leave to keep safe. i miss the times when i was more insignificant to people. not because i don't want to feel valued or appreciat » Continue Reading