diogenes

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"ohhh, lullaby, don't stop until I fall in flames!"

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Some Quotes I like!

Category: Blogging

(none of these are mine) Even the stars here are a mess. oh what I wouldn't give to care enough to scream! No will to break, No voice to cry suffering. » Continue Reading

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so. update (rant/vent)

Category: Blogging

TW! the usual: nsfw, cheating, suicide, sexual assault. hey! hi there. back after the breakup finale. this is maybe the epilogue of the situation? so. filling yall in, on the story thus far: got a girlfriend 3 months ago, maybe the happiest ive felt in 6 years! mood improved, life was good, until it wasnt, and shit got hard for the both of us, and her ex started fucking with her brain more, and he... » Continue Reading

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feeling musical!

Category: Music

ive noticed that my musical motivation improves with my mood! shits pretty hard rn, but lyrics started to appear so i must be feeling a lil better somehow. let me share them while they last! Worlds Apart Fresh summer air,  with a scent of smoky fume  and the whiff of mowed lawns  as your flowers start to bloom hear the twang of your uke  » Continue Reading

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a take on user age here on spacehey

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my take and opinion on the whole user situation with age n shit.  Just a disclaimer for those of ya who want one: this is my opinion. so, take my words with a grain of salt, agree with them or not. im not telling people how to live. Just what i think. When i was younger, I was kept generally off the internet, and i think that did me a lot of good, learning how to keep myself s » Continue Reading

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finale: meetup breakup

Category: Romance and Relationships

so. this is it, the end of my dating her.  so. we met up today. I see her around school, but we finally got a chance to talk irl outside of school. funnily enough, one of the things she mentioned was stalking my spacehey last night out of anxious curiosity. So, my darling. If you are reading this... well. you know what I told you. For the rest of you kind lot, this is a followup post to my amazing... » Continue Reading

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i dont know how to title this vent

Category: Romance and Relationships

vent. tw: self harm, sexual assault, nsfw shit, cheating god. i just learned that my girlfriend cheated on me today. theres no real way to start this vent. do I make a funny quip about it? do i make a joke, "haha imagine losing a relationship like this, couldn't be me!" comedy isnt my coping mechanism. dont really have one. i know im being dramatic. it hurts so fucking much.  » Continue Reading

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rant/vent

Category: Blogging

i wish i could be saying this to my gf, but she has expressed that sometimes my rants/venting puts strain on our relationship, and I respect that. so. here it is instead  song for my current mood: resurrections by lena raine I feel kinda like a failure? I fucked up my friendships. I didnt even blow them up, I just see them falling apart at the seams. Im not funny or witty, I'm a desperate lonely m... » Continue Reading

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bloggin! (part something something)

Category: Blogging

been a tumultuous last few days (Tumultuous is a new favorite word hehe). thought maybe I’d talk a bit here about how things are going!  Been hanging out irl with some friends! its been well, been trying to set a friend up, and introduced him to this dude who knows people who are available. Neither are gay, just the guy I introduced my friend to knows a lot of available and interested people, so I... » Continue Reading

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staying friends

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so. heya, update on the breakup news. read my last post about it if your interested.  So, it turns out that we talked. We talked a lot, and learned a lot about the other's position. And I'll admit, i still like her a lot. I still have this huge ass crush on her. But I think I'm happy to stay friends. And honestly? she's kinda a touchy feely person, but especially with me. I think that she wants to... » Continue Reading

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break up

Category: Romance and Relationships

just went through a breakup. I really liked her and still do, and I was the one to instiga » Continue Reading

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ranting

Category: Blogging

im tired. im exhausted. my back hurts, i ache, my stomach is sick. Im alone in public away from everyone and everything I want to be around. I yearn for attention but push people away. i am not content with what I have, but I’m also afraid and fragile to change. Im the instigator even tho i only start things that hurt me in the end. Im not even self destructive innately, i dont know why im making ... » Continue Reading

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3 more games!

Category: Blogging

Heya! wanna quickly talk about games, gotta be brief cuz im busy but i still wanna be active here!  Celeste is a really difficult platform (and a bit of rage) game about a girl named Madeline climbing a possibly magical mountain. Why is she climbing? Who will you meet? What is at the top? You find little snips of answers throughout the game, but as you do sometimes more questions keep arising. The... » Continue Reading

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