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I talk to God but the sky is empty. -Sylvia Plath,, The Bell Jar
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Apologies for not writing yesterday. I was very busy and got home very late. Today was sadly another very busy day. This entire weekend has been planned to be a cleaning, rearranging, and decorating weekend. My mother decided this since her and father needed a new bed. Though I wasn't excited for a weekend full of cleaning the room I've been neglecting, I took the chance to replace some fur... » Continue Reading
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The weather was so nice today! The temperature was in the seventies! The weather made me really happy, I can't wait for summer. Work went by alright. We had contractors come in to replace our old ovens and fryers. For some reason, they didn't bring their own tools so they had to borrow my entire box. It was so messy by the end of the day! After work I went to my lover's house. We were supp... » Continue Reading
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I wasn't let go today. I told the truth about every single thing during the exam and still wasn't let go. The second part of the exam is with a psychiatrist, but I don't want to wait until the end of March! I hate this job so much. Other than the exam, today went pretty well. Work wasn't busy at all, I practically watched YouTube all day! Theo was upset with that as he believes that with any ... » Continue Reading
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Happy Valentines day! I know I haven't been updating recently and that's my fault. I've been busy but then again I'm the one making plans. Since it's been so long since I last updated I'm just going to list some more major things rather than give detailed accounts of each day. -Had my nine month anniversary with my lover -My lover has a new truck -My lover accidentally elbowed me so hard in th... » Continue Reading
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Yesterday was, hard. I didn't expect yesterday to be a struggle for me, yet it was. A couple years ago, my grandmother on my father's side passed due to Covid. I loved her very much and frankly, I'm still grieving over her death. She had pre-existing health conditions which made her vulnerable to the virus. My grandfather had the virus at the same time she did. He was there holding her hand ... » Continue Reading
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Today could have been better. My day started off with me waking up later than usual. I forgot to set my alarm for this morning. Luckily my father woke me up around the time I usually get dressed. When I wake up late my entire morning routine is messed up. Usually my routine goes: Wake up at ten of five in the morning. Use the bathroom and weigh myself. Make breakfast and pack my lunch. Watch ... » Continue Reading
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I finally did it. I finally told my father how I really feel about my job. I told him, "In all seriousness, I'd rather kill myself then continue to work there." He told me that he was a bit sad that I wouldn't be working with him anymore but he wouldn't stop me from leaving. The only catch was that he wanted me to have a job set up first. I started applying to more places; some part time some f... » Continue Reading
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Apologies for not writing but these past few days have been hectic. On the second I debated putting in my one week notice. On the third I cancelled all of my interviews and decided to stay where I was. On the third my lover was in an accident. On the fourth my mother needed help moving everything around in the house. Today I became very sick. I knew I was sick since the second. I could feel the s... » Continue Reading
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Yesterday and today were pretty slow. Yesterday at work, me and my coworker (Andrew) had to replace an entire rooms worth of fiberglass ceiling tiles. I think anyone who has dealt with fiberglass before can tell you this but, I. Hate. Fiberglass. It's itchy, it gets stuck to everything, it burns, it's flaky, and for some reason it will be the strongest thing when you don't want it to be and yet t... » Continue Reading
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Today could have been better, but it could have been a lot worse. Today was Monday which meant going back to work. If it hasn't been made apparent already, I hate my job. For the past month I've been applying to other places with no luck. Anyways, today was a slow day. Slow days are usually my favorite kind of days. The only things I can remember doing today were, removing broken microwave... » Continue Reading
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I feel so grateful for being able to perform at "The Well" during their open mic night. I loved hearing the other artists in my area and I felt like I, and my music, was appreciated. The song I performed is one of the first songs I've ever written and isn't available on my SoundCloud. If you wouldn't mind watching the barely two minute long video I's appreciate it! Link below: https://youtu.be... » Continue Reading
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These past few days have been very busy. Friday, I had the day off. I requested the day off as I had a job interview that day. The interview was at eleven and I woke up at eight. I had a few hours to kill before needing to get ready and so I called an old friend. We talked about new relationships, jokes, videos, and music. Turns out, he really likes my music! We talked on the phone until an ... » Continue Reading
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