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I talk to God but the sky is empty. -Sylvia Plath,, The Bell Jar
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I haven't written in a long, long time. Since April a few things have happened, most are wonderful while others are, not so much. I think that I will make a sandwich of things, some good, some bad, and the rest good so that I do not leave this update with a sour taste. To start, my summer classes have started; they are actually going to come to an end soon. I have been doing a lot better this... » Continue Reading
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Today was a calm day. Since I didn't have to go to work, due to sickness, I stayed at home for the majority of the day. I got to wake up late this morning, albeit late meaning seven in the morning. I had some boiled egg whites for breakfast and watched youtube for a bit. Around eight I got dressed and started putting chords to lyrics of a new song that I'm working on. Afterwards I went out t... » Continue Reading
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This past weekend I went on a camping trip with my lover and his family. I was quite excited to go but everything changed when we arrived in Shenandoah. Firstly, his father's girlfriend forgot to mention that her entire family would be there. I barely knew her and her kids but adding on another fifteen people I did not know in a place I have never been to before made me upset. After that, my ... » Continue Reading
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Today was a pretty okay day. Last night I spent the night at my lover's house. After we both woke up he took us to Dunkin where he bought me a sweet cream cold brew. It's certainly not as good as the salted caramel cold brew but they don't sell that anymore. For breakfast I had a microwaved quest bar which was super good, I'll have to microwave them more often. While my lover played Red Dead ... » Continue Reading
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To be quite honest, I didn't believe I'd be coming back to this account. I've spent the last few months shifting through different personalities and aesthetics just trying to find who I am. Somehow, I always circle my way back to here; back to Coppelia Foxworth. Last night I talked with a friend about how I see myself, or lack thereof. He assured me that it was normal to feel lost and that I sh... » Continue Reading
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I am the holy definition of pure While being the most grotesque thing I have ever seen All I do is to explain myself to strangers Strangers are my friends Bodies are never clean Only the dead are pure Real people can only sin Never do the dead sin Tomorrow is another day Only to be ruined by sin Death is the only cure to sin In death we are purified Everyone becomes pure in the end -Anastasia Fox » Continue Reading
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Today was a lovely day. I woke up this morning next to my lover; I spent the night at his house. Even though we had to wake up before the sun, I enjoyed waking up next to him. He left for work and I left for home. Once home, I weighed myself. I'm officially out of the two-hundreds. I currently weigh one-hundred and ninety-two pounds. I'm proud of myself but I still have a long way to go. I sp... » Continue Reading
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You might find it a bit odd, but my happiest memories with you aren't from when we had money. My happiest memories with you are from the times of my childhood that you and mom tried to hide our families worth from me and my brother. I liked playing the footstool game, as we called it. I miss the tickle fights and the walks in the cemetary as you picked a magnolia for me and mom from the crooked ... » Continue Reading
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I remember about two years ago, when I first started this blog, I had covid as well. I thought it was this big scary thing and was terrified when I saw the test come up as positive. Since then I've had it two more times, this is my third, and it just feels like a bad cold. I called out of work and had a telehealth appointment to which my doctor told me to quarentine for five days. I'm not going ... » Continue Reading
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Now that I've officially left my old job I can tell the truth. I never worked at an office, I worked at a correctional facility. AKA a jail. Never go into corrections I swear to God this job has been the worst part of my life. Now I'm free to be me and comfortable with being me, thus the blog change. Anyways, that was the only big thing to mention. I think I'm going to make video diaries mor... » Continue Reading
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Today was the day! The day I finished cleaning my room and finally picked up my new bookcase! It took a whole weekend but now my room is finally clean. I don't think I've ever seen it this clean before. I'll put some photos below of my favorite parts. » Continue Reading
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