February 15th 2023

I wasn't let go today.  I told the truth about every single thing during the exam and still wasn't let go.  The second part of the exam is with a psychiatrist, but I don't want to wait until the end of March!  I hate this job so much.

Other than the exam, today went pretty well.  Work wasn't busy at all, I practically watched YouTube all day!  Theo was upset with that as he believes that with any downtime we have should be spent finding something else to do but he was sent home early.

After work I went to my lover's house.  I hadn't eaten anything yet, so I stopped at Dollar Genral before arriving at his home.  I bought mini cucumbers and Thai tuna salad.  I made little boats out of the cucumber and stuffed them with the tuna, it was delicious.

Tomorrow me and my lover are taking an hour-long drive to pick up a bookcase off of Facebook marketplace.  I wanted him to come with me since the drive is about forty minutes out and I didn't want to go alone, I'm not that stupid.

Eventually I had to leave my lover and go to my class.  The instructor is nice but he goes into detail about every little thing and it annoys me so much.  Was also told the news that even though I have work off Monday, classes are still going on.  Why even bother to have a national holiday when most schools aren't closed for it?  I know I sound like a thirteen-year-old saying that but it's just how I feel right now.

Not excited for work tomorrow, hopefully Theo calls out since he was sent home.  I can't call out or else my parents won't let me go pick up the bookcase.  

I applied to more places today though!  I applied to Victoria Secret, Hollister, and as a receptionist for a local State Farm agent.  One of the past places I applied to rejected my application.  I'm glad that they told me though.  Tomorrow I'll be sure to call the places I applied to check on my application.