i learned recently that i really REALLY like buying/paying for music. i used to think buying music was really dumb. i thought "why the fuck would i pay for music when i can just STEAL IT?!!!!!!? or just yk listen to it on streaming stuff." then i bought some music from one of my favorite artists in the world; kawai sprite. i don't know why it felt so great but it did. it feels nice to have the hi... » Continue Reading
it's getting kinda old, don't you think? i think i've been depressed since i was like 12. at least, that's the farthest back i can remember. i actually didn't know it's been this long. i thought i didn't really become depressed until like 2019 until i found a video of 12 year old me talking about how i was so unbearably sad that i couldn't do anything. so i was like "oh, so it's always been like t... » Continue Reading
I haven't had a good birthday since I was 19. but when I think about it, that sounds like it makes sense. as you get older, things like birthdays become less...interesting? like it just becomes another day except maybe you eat cake or have a little sweet treat and maybe someone passes you a card with a bunch of sloppily signed names in it which means nothing to you. or you're like me and you're j... » Continue Reading
its christmas. i will now proceed to show you the things i have recived. eh maybe. im like exhausted so this is gonna be a really shit haul lmao. TIME: 12:40 AM | MOOD: TIRED AF | LISTENING: A VERY 1999 CHRISTMAS- JSCHLATT as state » Continue Reading
the only good thing about us not doing Christmas this year is that I have not ONCE heard that bitchass Mariah Carey song this month. i don't know how I managed to completely avoid it. its a Christmas miracle I guess. man. this fuckin sucks. » Continue Reading
spent a good 85% of my day on youtube. i have a fucking commission to finish. i have no fucking clue how to get OUTTA HERE. i can't pry myself away. i have no life to live, so it's just so easy to get sucked into other people's lives. it's so easy for me to watch videos of people starting their webcomics while mine remains an idea. it's so easy to watch videos of people making the types of art t... » Continue Reading
dude. this year has seriously been the fuckin WORST. .logo { content:url("https://i.postimg.cc/JzZyr75W/spacehey-star.png") } nav .top { background: color: black; } nav { background: black url(""); } body { background: white; background-image: url("https://64.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwuqtfTxWZ1r5qrimo1_500.gifv"); » Continue Reading
its 3 am. you're struggling to fall asleep, like always. you took your last melatonin pill 2 hours ago and it has yet to do shit. so, like any sane and normal person would do in this situation, you reluctantly type in "boyfriend asmr sleep" in the search bar on the chrome version of YouTube.com and proceed to go through and listen to a bunch by the same guy. it didn't work btw. you still couldn't ... » Continue Reading