i really like blogs. i wanna be a blog someday.

i really like blogs. i like looking up something and then one of the google search results are a blog reveiwing or talking abpuit the thing. like a few weeks ago when i looked "what to do with strawberries" because i wanted to make some typa strawberry centric breakfast (i ended up not having anything to use and just ate them plain lol) and i ended up on some ladies cooking blog. Or like just now where i was looking up a very specific sketchbook and trying to see how big it was because it looked small as shit (i was right it is small as shit) and one of the images lead me a fuckin NOTEBOOK REVIEW BLOG?????? or it's like a blog colpetely cebntered around notebooks. that is so specific, i love it. i have a blog like that; my fnf blog. but i am terrible at updating it.

i want a blog where i can just go on and on and on about some dumb nerd shit. where i can just YAP. 

but not like this one. 

this has already been tainted for me. plus it's very social media-y. i've already been to sad over here so i can't really. i dunno. it's just not the same. it's not like a website yk?

i want one that's like. a website. but i don't wana figure out how to code it myself. i don't know yet. i like coding. but i also like convenience. 

...

update lol;

as i was writing this, i proceeded to get EXTREMELY sidetracked and i started looking for tumblr themes for like 2 HOURS.

i don't know why any time i think about blog my brain goes like "tumblr" and then i get on there and i start spiraling.

so now. i am tired. and i'll. continue this topic another day. toodles.