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january 28. 2024

Category: Blogging

i was going to write abt everything that happened but i have nothing to say. i feel nothing but guilt and anxiety but at least i have one comfort. » Continue Reading

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november 13. 2023

Category: Blogging

mostly writing to say work is doing good. i signed the lease on an apartment i was going for. ive been picking out furniture and styles for each room and trying to have fun w it. i am really stressed bc everything is able to be taken away for forever so i can never feel secure in anything.  im really trying to feel differently and allow myself to enjoy it but its so difficult and it feels so scary... » Continue Reading

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november 6. 2023

Category: Blogging

hiii today was my first day at work!! i think it went rly well and i bought a gloomy bear lanyard for my name tag!! i also got a gloomy waterbottle and a death note kira shirt!  there was one weird moment where someone asked how old i was n when i answered (im older) i made a joke at life does get better when u get older, harmless n it shouldnt have started a conversation w the way i said it. it w... » Continue Reading

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november 3. 2023

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hiiii first blog post of november!!!! woooooo i cut my hair again even tho i said i was growing it out hehe i was supposed to go to a party tn but i decided not to go. i have had a really stressful week n i was so so tired and only know 6 ppl at this party. 2 of them barely know me, 1 doesnt like me and i prob shouldnt rly talk to 1 bc of the former. its stressful and i wanna complain but at the s... » Continue Reading

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october 25. 2023

Category: Blogging

hii guys  ive been going thru a lot of stuff im not super into talking abt rn. il probably not talk abt it much but its been like extremely soul crushing ive been just crying all the time and my anxiety is so high and i feel so behind with how i should feel.  im stressed im sad and im really upset i guess im applying for a few apartments now so hopefully that will work out  and i can get out of he... » Continue Reading

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october 17. 2023

Category: Blogging

i got he job!!!! ur looking at spencers newest assistant manager!! :DD  the interview went from 1300 to 1600 !!?!??!? we chatted and laughed and since i worked in a funeral home we opened up abt death views (we share views on death (irish canadian funeral is a cremation and then a wake where everyone gets so drunk they black out)) and we talked abt potentially transferring me to another store if i... » Continue Reading

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october 13. 2023

Category: Blogging

happy friday the 13th !!!!!!! at work we are all dressing up for every day in october but i havent  seen that movie so il just try to do that big goth eye makeup and wear my normal clothes so that way i did something extra. if i had the mask id just do a cute ponytail bun thing and throw it on top of my head (kiriko from overwatch isnt a good example but shes the only name i can think of rn lol) a... » Continue Reading

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october 4. 2023

Category: Blogging

im writing todays blog post 1 hr after waking up but i wanted to write rn so i will not deny myself anything and write. i got a snake this week!!! hes a baby baby pastel gbi ball python and i have named him thomas. hes got such good manners hes so polite and even tho hes nervous he obviously trusts me not to hurt him and allows me to hold him and move him!!! hes so sweet il post pics at the bottom... » Continue Reading

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september 29. 2023

Category: Blogging

today was pretty normal i guess. i looked dead in a pretty way that i think il start working w permanently for now! i felt fine all day just kinda moving and having fun chatting w everyone i found out when i got home that someone else was promoted for the position i was promised 3 promotions ago and have never even been able to apply for or be rejected from bc i find out after its announced. i don... » Continue Reading

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september 26. 2023

Category: Blogging

i have complained way too much over someone who never meant much to me i need to APOLOGIZE i just wanted to complain tbh. my fav part of dating around meeting ppl is truly complaining. bc!!! when i complain i hear my thoughts out loud and i can rly get to the root of whats upsetting me. i rly want to know what i want and i need to have those fulfilled. my ability to be treated wrongly is so so ove... » Continue Reading

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september 25. 2023

Category: Blogging

i know that im technically late but i really wanted to post something even short as this probably will be. basically the guy i was writing abt continued to double down w his not listening and trying to reassure me on things i dont need reassurance on. if i want it on anything it will be that i am genuinely liked as a person and not just a shell.  he said we should do something special but then sug... » Continue Reading

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september 24. 2023

Category: Blogging

excited nd bummed today!!! going to complain. today is the day of my first dnd game in 4 years im so excited. im playing a changeling monk (mercy) and shes perfect to me. she was revived by another mercy monk after her n her fam were killed for not supporting the goverment. we r playing witchlight so she lost her ability to feel anything other than physical damage. pretty fun!!! im in a bit of a b... » Continue Reading

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