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my name is evan angel (if u combine them it will be evangeline » Continue Reading
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all abt me in 80 questions !! ( survey )
Category: Quiz/Survey
Basics name: evangeline nickname: evan / angel age: 16 b-day: 7th May birthplace: errm hospital >. < current location: southeast asia eyecolor: dark b » Continue Reading
Truly a waste of space — 3/1/2024
Category: Life
First blog of the year!! Happy new year!! Not rlly a happy one for me tho I'm once again in a major depressive episode,, this time I've not been able to eat properly for days. I just don't have the appetite. I also seem to lose touch with reality - constantly dissociating and thinking I have no purpose in life. There's rlly no reason for me to move on with life. I don't have big aspirations outsid... » Continue Reading
this is the lowest ive been - 9/12/23
Category: Life
atp im sure im in a major depressive mood/episode. Ive been sleeping too much and im becoming weaker (and lazier at that). i relapsed multiple times recently but im too weak to carve even deeper. its also rlly boring. theres nothing to distract me anymore. my yarns r finished, we dont have money and im hungry. everythings gone. nothings happening. on the plus side (if u see it that way), ive been ... » Continue Reading
Everyday is exactly the same — 5/12/24
Category: Life
Haro everynyan!!! (⌒ω⌒) How r u?? Fine sankiu » Continue Reading
Thoughts
Category: Life
Haven't written a public blog in a while. Everything's just the same, with a little downward spiral. I feel like I'm getting worse. I keep skipping schools n almost got expelled for that. I wish I did tho, I rlly can't stand it anymore. I can't stand waking up in the morning just to feel a wave of embarrassment n anxiety from ppl staring at school. I can't stand my enemy, I can't stand my ex-fp, ... » Continue Reading
shrines!!!! :333
Category: Life
WARNING!!! CRINGE!!!! (´• ω •`) theyre all pink srry haha!!! ଲ(ⓛ ω ⓛ)ଲ mewwww..... (note: theyre all sti » Continue Reading
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I most certainly like crazy men <3
Category: Romance and Relationships
Me and a friend had a discussion abt our types. She already has a bf tho so good for her but the main focus was on my type. I told her I like crazy men. Obsessive, eccentric, batshit insane n probably went to the psych ward numerous times. I'm mentally unstable myself (I think it's obvious) which is probably why I prefer mentally unstable guys over the mentally stable ones,,, because I can relate... » Continue Reading
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Yanderes (rant)
Category: Romance and Relationships
Ik I've called myself an "irl yandere" but I only use it to cope with my obsessive behaviour!!! However, I've always had a love-hate relationship with the label... n im starting to hate it even more... First of all, the fans are cringe and annoying. They expect a sexy-cute-pink-haired anime girl to stalk and obsess over them. They're not even "husband material"... and they expect too high of yande... » Continue Reading
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Social recluse / hikkikomori
Category: Life
Note: I used the term hikkikomori in the title for better understanding since Japanese terms tend to get so popular and understandable. I've realised I'm a social recluse. I barely talk nor make friends. I stay in my bedroom all day because it's my safe space. If I were to talk or be in social event, I'd be anxious or have a panic attack. I fear what ppl may think abt me. I fear I might do somethi... » Continue Reading
just got called emo today (8.8.23)
Category: School, College, University
I went to school with a rlly bad stomach ache, i didnt think much of it until it was too late. My stomach was ACHING the entire day, it hurt so bad i could hardly breathe. anyways, like the title said. It was pe n i left my stuff unattended for a while to talk with some friends. I saw a group of "the boyzzz" checking out my tablet, presumably to check the time and along the way, they saw my wallp... » Continue Reading