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Category: Writing and Poetry
The wound doesn't hurt anymore The cut no longer bleeds And I'm starting to worry Well, I usually lose my knife And I begin to doubt my sensitivity I'm very screwed And I feel so lost In a sea of meaningless memories Writing things that I don't even understand But no one must know what may be in my mind In my art it is evident Everything that goes through my mind How much it h » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
If one day you decide to leave There will be no bad thing to tell you Don't think I'll try to make you stay In the end you decided You've been gone for a long time Time has passed since we uttered sober words And it seems that now alone in your room Bleed you have spilled It has been a long time What do you feel now? Flipping through handwritten books Yellowish leaves that carry a por » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
This is what a relapse looks like what a waste I come back to this like it's a habit But it looks so pretty that I'm not complaining. I won't complain if it's not because of the confusion in your eyes sunday morning As a memory of my sad night I find my knife near my pillow As proof of something important I have to clean my room after my depressing weekend. Maybe you want to dance But » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
How can I begin to relate this? There are many things that have become important in my life, among them My Chemical Romance, but I couldn't talk about my love for mcr without mentioning what originated it; Frerard. There is something called "seasonal depression" which basically refers to feelings of deep sadness and melancholy that occur only at specific times of the year; We could say that the cl... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I have realized that I have only written this in my diary; The first night I stayed up until sunrise by accident and had a forty minute trance because of it. This story begins with an old habit that I acquired during the Easter holidays of this year 2023, which was basically reading frerard fanfics and staying there until three or four in the morning, it was entertaining, on the second of those ni... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Between anxiety and fear There is a strange feeling Of wanting to live a memory that I have not yet created That's why my life happens this way Well I don't know if I die tonight Young and condemned That he keeps cutting his arm I feel like I've betrayed myself Well these cuts don't mean anything With tears flooding the room If I see the gray sky If I feel the cold wind If the p » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I recently made a guitar string bracelet My room looks more and more great I can't wait for the dawn The cold begins to penetrate my bones and hits my already fucking hip I appreciate the blood on the dress and the paint on my arms Yes, it looks beautiful The knife cuts the drape of skin painted with colors that burn your retina so damn beautiful It cuts it, but it doesn't bleed This once perfect ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Let's go back to the beginning of everything Even before these doors open To the intense cold that crossed through the cuts At the beginning of the memory book That book that begins at the end Ink on my eyes Eyes that want to capture every memory Let's start at the end For all the damage it reminded me of causing Drink vampire blood to strengthen your immune system Does this feel like being » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Reviewing the usual pages is a habit And I feel like my smile is fading For some reason I feel tired For some reason my time I'm wasting And I feel like time isn't passing My mind is chaos I just wait patiently Something that depends on me I postpone everything for the next day Because my life is not enough Stop messing with my mind Fuck this day Fuck my life What does it » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Some say they see it in hell I'm tired of living so long in the light or should I say darkness? Walking on a path of black roses Crying for an alien love Well I feel like we don't belong here Panic torments me And my eyes start to bleed Next to the damn hymnosis And the cold lights of your city I pray for a cold full moon night While I try not to cry I fall apart in his absence » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
When my words are nonexistent When my feelings are indifferent to me When my verses feel inert When my tears are imminent And the razor touches my skin again The disappointment is permanent And the bleeding does not wait long When my eyes are forced to be closed And I try to remember my favorite movie from this year Yeah, you made it look like a damn movie And I can't hate you more for that Becau » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm falling apart because of your absence And maybe remembering memories without existence Maybe it seems like I'm afraid of the dark But once alone with my mind, my emotions can't be controlled Seeing a dark street covered in nostalgia Wake me up when it's all over I hope I never grow up And always be a kid from yesterday Looking at the sky listening to "Tape A" Watching videos with the songs you... » Continue Reading
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