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I have to admit... it feels really fucking weird to be in this state... without "him." Maybe if "he" is present, THESE MEMORIES ARE NOT THERE FOR NOTHING! but I » Continue Reading
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Cookies that taste like 2021
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm wearing shit that cuts off the circulation to my wrist so I can cover up the result of my longing, I was feeling a pain on the right side of my head that spreads through my neck and runs all the way down my spine until it reaches my hip, oh God, my fucking hip, I could never recover from that fucking injury. It doesn't bother me anyway. How I wish I could just sleep, although I think sleeping ... » Continue Reading
FuNp1Re (fuN v4mpir3)
Category: Writing and Poetry
Snow, snow, snow! Snow fun, motherfuckers! Spring is getting closer and my mouth and nose are starting to bleed. Blood, blood, blood! I taste that sweet taste of vampire blood again, while the heat is killing me and I wish my hair had been cut. The taste of caffeine and blood, seeing ghosts and fucking knives. Ghosts, ghosts, ghosts! I love ghosts! I want to be a ghost, a Rad ghost, Alexander ghos... » Continue Reading
Guilt
Category: Writing and Poetry
When my life stops being mine and becomes absent Stop feeling alive without precedent And I deeply fear not knowing what I want What I think, what I do, what I miss I cry without tears because I don't know what you're telling me New scars I have found And I'm not able to get over it I am afraid to forget and I see that I am incapable To make all the memories no longer hurt Because I am not capable... » Continue Reading
Jet Black NY's eve
Category: Writing and Poetry
I try to remind myself that I'm still there. I worry that it's getting harder and harder. There is no pain, there is no salvation I just want to feel something again Before my eyes stop looking I can't stop thinking about the comforting electric shock. What gave me my already unaccustomed nerves That morning when I drew suicide diagrams in my arms Swallowing my words and thirsting for my impulses ... » Continue Reading
Crybaby
Category: Writing and Poetry
The wound doesn't hurt anymore The cut no longer bleeds And I'm starting to worry Well, I usually lose my knife And I begin to doubt my sensitivity I'm very screwed And I feel so lost In a sea of meaningless memories Writing things that I don't even understand But no one must know what may be in my mind In my art it is evident Everything that goes through my mind How much it h » Continue Reading
Complex
Category: Writing and Poetry
If one day you decide to leave There will be no bad thing to tell you Don't think I'll try to make you stay In the end you decided You've been gone for a long time Time has passed since we uttered sober words And it seems that now alone in your room Bleed you have spilled It has been a long time What do you feel now? Flipping through handwritten books Yellowish leaves that carry a por » Continue Reading
Blood infections
Category: Writing and Poetry
This is what a relapse looks like what a waste I come back to this like it's a habit But it looks so pretty that I'm not complaining. I won't complain if it's not because of the confusion in your eyes sunday morning As a memory of my sad night I find my knife near my pillow As proof of something important I have to clean my room after my depressing weekend. Maybe you want to dance But » Continue Reading
Hoboken 2007
Category: Blogging
How can I begin to relate this? There are many things that have become important in my life, among them My Chemical Romance, but I couldn't talk about my love for mcr without mentioning what originated it; Frerard. There is something called "seasonal depression" which basically refers to feelings of deep sadness and melancholy that occur only at specific times of the year; We could say that the cl... » Continue Reading
The Broken Pieces Night (storytime)
Category: Blogging
I have realized that I have only written this in my diary; The first night I stayed up until sunrise by accident and had a forty minute trance because of it. This story begins with an old habit that I acquired during the Easter holidays of this year 2023, which was basically reading frerard fanfics and staying there until three or four in the morning, it was entertaining, on the second of those ni... » Continue Reading
Curse
Category: Writing and Poetry
Between anxiety and fear There is a strange feeling Of wanting to live a memory that I have not yet created That's why my life happens this way Well I don't know if I die tonight Young and condemned That he keeps cutting his arm I feel like I've betrayed myself Well these cuts don't mean anything With tears flooding the room If I see the gray sky If I feel the cold wind If the p » Continue Reading
Fade out
Category: Writing and Poetry
I recently made a guitar string bracelet My room looks more and more great I can't wait for the dawn The cold begins to penetrate my bones and hits my already fucking hip I appreciate the blood on the dress and the paint on my arms Yes, it looks beautiful The knife cuts the drape of skin painted with colors that burn your retina so damn beautiful It cuts it, but it doesn't bleed This once perfect ... » Continue Reading