Anxiety

I'm falling apart because of your absence

And maybe remembering memories without existence

Maybe it seems like I'm afraid of the dark

But once alone with my mind, my emotions can't be controlled

Seeing a dark street covered in nostalgia

Wake me up when it's all over

I hope I never grow up

And always be a kid from yesterday

Looking at the sky listening to "Tape A"

Watching videos with the songs you taught me

Remembering everything you showed me

Anxiety eats me up just remembering you

Meeting the "lie to me"

Maybe my way of living is killing me

But if someone hugged Picasso

The "blue period" would not have been created

I look for heat in BL, art and being high

I may die young, but at least I'll die smart

Because this blackout has taught me something

Because the desire to write has given me

Because for the flies I have only found food

Because I have created nothing

Love me with a burning heart or don't love me

Bear my tears until you can

And stay by my side watching concerts until the wee hours

It is a gesture inherent to life

That doesn't make it useful

And that transcends all functional possibility

It's only a dawn that I can long for

I don't know if I can go far

Well dying is my only goal

We born to die

Loose words on a torn sheet

Verses so good that I did not want to forget

All from the same experience

the same blind night

The same feeling in wake

I will never stop being sad

And the truth is that I couldn't care less.

-Burn!